I have found the perfect pre-work ritual. As most of you know, my curent work is stripping.
I sit here in my baggy cords and a bra, with wet hair falling in my face, smoking a clove cigarette, listening to Nirvana as loud as I can, dancing and singing around the house, just enjoying the way being alive feels. No thinking about life, no contemplating...
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I sit here in my baggy cords and a bra, with wet hair falling in my face, smoking a clove cigarette, listening to Nirvana as loud as I can, dancing and singing around the house, just enjoying the way being alive feels. No thinking about life, no contemplating...
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I suppose it's time for another journal entry from Miss Roxy.
I'm getting so very excited about my upcoming move to Seattle! Things are falling into place well. There's a great place that Azura is looking into for us, and I worked at the club last night for the first time, and I don't think making the money will be a problem
I've got my...
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I'm getting so very excited about my upcoming move to Seattle! Things are falling into place well. There's a great place that Azura is looking into for us, and I worked at the club last night for the first time, and I don't think making the money will be a problem
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zombiehead2:
good luck with your upcoming move...
dreammaker:
Yay for 
and yay for 
es ASAP
and yay for es ASAPWow. That pretty much sums things up for the past week. The party was, of course, amazing. So was the dinner and pre-party beforehand. I'm sad that I never really talked to Lunaor fejya before, they are both amazing. There are a million other people that I met and re-met that were just amazing, I won't start naming names or I'll never stop. OK, maybe...
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kingcrac:
Roxy, I saw your post about driving cross country and asking about Chicago. I live in Chicago and there's a lots of SG's here too so feel free to contact me about crashing here.I don't have a huge place but my sofa pulls out into a bed for guests.
Graham
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Graham
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welcome2thedawn:
for lack of a more tasteful way to put it. you have a very beautiful pussy!!! mmmm tasteful.
Alright. The city is in for it, Roxy is here!
The party's tonight, and I really don't think I could be anymore excited. I can't wait to meet all these new people, and also to see some great people that I haven't in awhile. Mapphas! Neil! *smooch*
Although the party kinda started last night. Me, Tom, Eve, and tryptamine went into the city for sight...
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The party's tonight, and I really don't think I could be anymore excited. I can't wait to meet all these new people, and also to see some great people that I haven't in awhile. Mapphas! Neil! *smooch*
Although the party kinda started last night. Me, Tom, Eve, and tryptamine went into the city for sight...
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azura:
you wouldn't happen to know when Eve and tryptamine come back to seattle?
i can't get ahold of anyone
i can't get ahold of anyone
arik:
seattle seattle seattle!
seattle seattle seattle! Alright. So Roxy's returned. Come on, you all know she would. But she's different now...
I'm back, with a hardened heart, a bitchy attitude, and with given up dreams.
The sky's the limit baby. What would you say if I moved to L.A.? What would you say if I moved to New Jersey? NYC? Portland? People joke and don't realize how seriously I'm taking this....
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I'm back, with a hardened heart, a bitchy attitude, and with given up dreams.
The sky's the limit baby. What would you say if I moved to L.A.? What would you say if I moved to New Jersey? NYC? Portland? People joke and don't realize how seriously I'm taking this....
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deathcityrambler:
come to D.C> we want you..
volkov:
I'm glad you are back! I've missed you. I say move whereever you would like to move to! try them all out! travel for a while. Hell! I am gonna be in North Carolina on a roadtrip and then heading out to SF, Portland, Seattle and whereever in March. you need a lift out west just let me know . :-D
"live! adventure! travel, bless, and don't be sorry" Kerouac
in any case no matter the who what whatever nohow nevuhmind..... welcome back Roxy.
v
"live! adventure! travel, bless, and don't be sorry" Kerouac
in any case no matter the who what whatever nohow nevuhmind..... welcome back Roxy.
v
I think I will stop keeping a journal here.
Thank you and goodnight.
Thank you and goodnight.
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liquid29:
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
MERRY CHRISTMAS! 
notwolf13284:
...well, thank the goddess.
Not sure what's going on in my life right now. All I know is that I'm constantly, inevitably confused. Every time I think I have one little thing figured out, it turns out I don't.
My heart and mind are just an awful whirlwind of thoughts, emotions, feelings... a lot of sadness, regret, and lonliness up there. Thankfully, there's no self-loathing though. But I say...
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My heart and mind are just an awful whirlwind of thoughts, emotions, feelings... a lot of sadness, regret, and lonliness up there. Thankfully, there's no self-loathing though. But I say...
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go_lately:
heh you just summarized my life. i know exactly how you feel. *sigh*
photonix:
Hi Roxy, I think many of us can relate to your whirlwind of thoughts. Hang in there. I've always felt uncertainty and discontent is what pushes ourselves into new forms of understanding. The road to self discovery is not an easy one. In fact it can be a curse..but it's also a blessing. Trust yourself, and follow your instincts! They are never wrong....
My Thanksgiving break was very enjoyable, I must say. First I went to Fredericksburg, and spent some time with an old friend I hadn't seen in awhile. Getting drunk, watching movies, playing video games, making out... always good times. Plus the whole Thanksgiving thing 
We had dinner with his family, people I hadn't seen in awhile... and lots and lots of super yummy food. It...
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mirkwoodmaiden:
hi roxy
(3 times a charm eh?)
(3 times a charm eh?)
tara81:
MEEEOOOWW! Come take me over!! I love being sub, never have been to a girl yet either :-)
Sorry I've been kind of MIA lately, on the boards and on AIM. I've just been thinking a lot, going through a lot, trying to sort out my life and the best way for me to live it.
It's rough being a 21-year-old me. It's rough and yet enlightening at the same time. I'm learning a lot about myself. There are so many ideals I...
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It's rough being a 21-year-old me. It's rough and yet enlightening at the same time. I'm learning a lot about myself. There are so many ideals I...
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freyja__:
good for you, hon.
hope you're smiling!
*smooch*
hope you're smiling!
*smooch*
charlie_stars:
hey beautiful. missed you. as for the crazyness it gets better with time and medication hopefully you get everything ironed out and i'm sorry i wont see you in philly this weekend
Well, it looks like I'll definitely be kicked out in about two weeks. Thanks to everyone who helped, but in the end I'm still $230 short of the rent.
I'm not really sure what I'm going to do yet... I might just pack what I can in my car, and just drive. I may end up back in Fredericksburg, VA... or maybe Tom will still...
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I'm not really sure what I'm going to do yet... I might just pack what I can in my car, and just drive. I may end up back in Fredericksburg, VA... or maybe Tom will still...
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bishop:
They said the money is still there waiting; and I get paid again Thursday.
bishop:
Ok - switched to VA this morning from PA. All done. Sorry 'bout the hassle. More coming after payday this week.
Maybe I shouldn't dump my sadness on all these people that don't know me. I think a better way to let it out may be to discuss what it is that has me so down, and confused, and frustrated lately. Kinda let you into my mind to see the way I work, the way I think. That is, of course, if you want in
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catdad:
i really see much of the discussion on this site as a kind of group therapy. you have an audience, so go for it.
{sending luck}
{sending luck}
khaotik:
ehehheehheh. You said dump. *snort* ehehhhee
*snort*
*snort*
I've never wanted to die so much as I do right now. Looking over my life and seeing that every aspect is completely destroyed and a wreck. I wish I could run away...
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demigauge:
roxy...hey i've been there and things do get better...can all after you hit the bottom all there is ..is up...so don't despair...*hugs* 
khaotik:
*snirkel* I think that's a little ... *struggles to think of word* drastic!
C'mon, just remember to always look on the bright side of life.
*whistles Monty Python song*
But in all seriousness:
We all go through rough spots, yours just happened to come now, and you'll get through it, cause you're a strong person and deserve to have happiness and contentment.
My two cents, however worthless they may be.
C'mon, just remember to always look on the bright side of life.
*whistles Monty Python song*
But in all seriousness:
We all go through rough spots, yours just happened to come now, and you'll get through it, cause you're a strong person and deserve to have happiness and contentment.
My two cents, however worthless they may be.
xoxo csilla