Those are some cuties!! I used to have a hairless rat named Walter........aren\'t rats great!!! RIP Walter. Now I have a mud turtle and a blind gerbil!
I'm sitting in my apartment, taking a smoke + water break from packing. I'm watching the place I've lived, loved, cried, laughed, had some of the best moment of my life... slowly empty. Everything is so bitter sweet right now.
I'm so excited to be moving to LA. A new adventure, a new city, lots of new people. Spending time with a certain boy.... Read More
I now have a lovely apartment in Burbank, in the same building as one of my favorite people in LA! So if you know where he lives, you also know where I live!!
I'm soooooo excited! vikpreZ and I are overnighting them some money today, and then we move a week from tomorrow!!! I have an apartment in Burbank (I just... Read More
Congrats on the apartment, doll. I'm glad you're gonna living down here because I won't be able to make it to your welcoming thing, since my little underaged sister will be in town and she won't be able to get in. I don't wanna risk getting anyone in trouble if I bring her, but we'll hang out some other time! xoxo
I'm in my apartment alone. In the kitchen, with three burners working hard. Sauce in one pot, boiling pasta in another, and frying beef, green peppers, and brocolli in the last. Smoking a cigarette between stirring. Gulping Mountain Dew from a can. Blink 182 turned up way too loud, dancing around when the pots and pans have been attended... Read More
Sometimes I look at old pics, and lately the pics aren't even that old, and I get sad. Things always end, and things always change, but sometimes, I really wish they wouldn't. Sometimes I really wish they hadn't. But then again... if the things I missed in the really old pics hadn't of changed, I wouldn't have the good times in the recent pics to... Read More
I've lost touch with sooo many people, it's super sad.
-At the same time, when I run into someone I haven't seen in a long time, I have nothing I feel is interesting to say. I fear that might be my problem more than anything else.
Dave
I had every intention of coming here to write about my experience tonight, but first... I checked my mail when I got home, and had a letter from my mom. Above my name on the address was the unmistakable writing of my six year old brother: "Sissy" I open it up, and it's two drawings from him. One is a huge heart, colored all pink... Read More
We may in fact suck at pool, we can throw around adjectives, and make up new words like nobody's god damn business.
I definitely agree wtih you about Seattle South.
Alright... so... I'm obviously not at the shop getting my branding done.
I got a message from my piercer (the guy who did the cutting) telling me that the little corner store across the street was on fire. I called him, and learned that the place is completely engulfed in flames, 13 firetrucks, they're all trapped in the tattoo shop breathing through masks... the fire... Read More
Time for a new journal entry. I'm feeling a little better about the things I said in my last journal.
I'm done with my day job now, so I can work at the club five nights a week. I'm not looking forward to being there that often, but holy shit I need the money. Thanks to those who visited me at the club last night,... Read More
Yeah, I get it. I'm not cute. I've never been cute, and I never will be. I'm not the super saccharine, cutesy, bubbly, giggling cute girl. I know that, I've known that since middle school. That's just not me. I'm sorry.
I also understand that I'm always number two. I'm always the second choice after the first has been exhausted. I've also known that for... Read More
Rally cry indeed. As the fight club proverb.. you can't do anything till you've lost everything. Which is correct but pure bullshit. It's self-worth, once you know or see that most people are bullshit then you get it. People talk shit at times because they're insecure people to start with, and poking at imperfections makes them feel better. Those that joke about, and don't give a shit about, their imperfections actually get it. Alright.. enough drunk monkey rant. Don't be down on yourself lass, or be hurt over yesterday's shit. You make the world you live in so take charge and kick it's pasty white ass!!!
You know, my 4th of July ended up being not so horrible afterall.
I went to work, and there actually weren't many guys that came out. But I still ended up making decent money, considering what was there. I was pleased. I thought it was interesting that a navy boy wearing Abercrombie was totally into me, haha. I made $100 off of him alone, sucker!... Read More
I love SGSeattle. And I mean LOVE. What amazing people really.
And it's just now hitting me, as I'm just getting home, that Adore is really gone... It hit me on Tuesday at karaoke, and I cried. But I felt stupid crying there, so I pushed it away. Then tonight, as we parted ways, I was still thinking in the back of my mind that... Read More
Change is always difficult but in the end very needed and good usually. Hang in there and it'll turn around. I've gone through too many weeks of confusion, alcohol and self reflection only to come out the other side 100x's better than before. It can't rain all the time.