So yeah, went to a show last night. Had such a great time with the new guy. The night ended with sex, which i hadn't planned on. But, it was a fun night, and now i'm way too tired to deal. I like Kyle alot, and we have fun together. I really like how he wants to see me often as well. One of the things that wasd always tough with Les, was that he had too much stuff to do, and no time for me for whatever reason. Now i'm starting to feel more comfortable with someone, and it's a good feeling. I really missed feeling wanted, and feeling like you can just hang with someone and it's all good. however, there are always reprocussions and a price to pay.
I had to tell another guy i wasn't interested, and it was hard. I never actually said it. We just had a horrible, awkward conversation before he left at 2 am. he was supposed to stay the night, but i couldn't have it anymore. I like him, but i'm just not attracted in the way you have to be with someone to be involved. oh well, it went miserably, and i feel like such a bad person.
I had to tell another guy i wasn't interested, and it was hard. I never actually said it. We just had a horrible, awkward conversation before he left at 2 am. he was supposed to stay the night, but i couldn't have it anymore. I like him, but i'm just not attracted in the way you have to be with someone to be involved. oh well, it went miserably, and i feel like such a bad person.
cerfur:
Dont feel like a bad person you are not.......you cant b with everyone.....Im so happy you are happy 
thats cool the new guy seems like he will make you happy!!! happy is good my christmass has been going wonderfull i hope yours is as well......they got me the new lg phone the one that opens up and youcan get on the web you know the side kick on steroids.....im so excited 
last year at this time i was alone for xmass this year i have the most wonderfull girl...i was afraid you would be alone but now this new guy maybe not cause be alone at christmass sux...so happy christmass!!!!
thats cool the new guy seems like he will make you happy!!! happy is good my christmass has been going wonderfull i hope yours is as well......they got me the new lg phone the one that opens up and youcan get on the web you know the side kick on steroids.....im so excited last year at this time i was alone for xmass this year i have the most wonderfull girl...i was afraid you would be alone but now this new guy maybe not cause be alone at christmass sux...so happy christmass!!!!
felipelovesyou:
hmm.... that doesn't mean you're a BAD person. It means "sorry dude! I'm taken." It's like when soda says "sorry, try again" you know? hehe! Anyway, you're cute as hell for caring about that type of thing - Hope you had a happy xmas and are planning to have a RIDICULOUS new year's eve night! WOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! 