roxxee

Oh how I could feel the butterflies turning to bats banging and tearing their way out of my belly when you looked at me and I saw those tears brimming in your perfect crystal eyes and you shook so violently and all I wanted to do was reach out and steady you and kiss you endlessly and deeply and never stop.
Not ever.
These songs keep playing on my speakers and in my head and my heart will explode and dissolve in my chest and I will be serene, I will be peaceful because I loved you.
Because I needed you.
Say you need me and I cant stop sighing and smiling and waiting for the end to come and swallow me whole. Dont stop.
Not ever.
So stay and lean your head and we will stare at each others imperfections. I love them, I worship them, I want them to be part of you always. You gave me life when there was none, you gave me a soul when it had withered and blown away, you gave me beauty when I saw only a shell. So dont leave
Not ever.
We will be the ones they hate, the ones they love, the ones that can never make itbut make it. We will be all that we could not have ever fathomed. You are the one I want to be my everything. I said yes, I said yes and I wont regret.
Not ever.