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So he did it. He hurt me. Why was he so worried I'd hurt him if he was the one who was going to hurt me? He won't call or answer the phone when I call either, so I don't even have an explanation. WTF!?!?! Maybe he just can't handle someone really caring about him, maybe he can't be with someone who isn't needy or crazy. Maybe its just me. Either way it hurts. He once told me "I have feelings too", well what about mine?
I can't believe this shit, no wonder I never let anyone in, because when I do, this happens...

update: just got a text that said "i'm ok, Ill check in with you later"...that's all after you stood me up and I didn't hear from you for 3 days??? That text had better have come from a hospital or a jail at this point!
I kinda want to tell him to get a spoon and eat my ass...figuratively, of course