not feeling myself lately
dont know whats wrong
feel like im waiting for something horrible to happen
im a walking bad luck charm.
something really fucking bad is going to happen really soon
its about that time
i think someone should shoot me in the face.
hopefully ill die
because if i dont
i just wont have a face
then i think i'd kill myself...
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dont know whats wrong
feel like im waiting for something horrible to happen
im a walking bad luck charm.
something really fucking bad is going to happen really soon
its about that time
i think someone should shoot me in the face.
hopefully ill die
because if i dont
i just wont have a face
then i think i'd kill myself...
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yay...found new place to live....and got some new pictures up.
k, bye
k, bye
eterpay:
Well, since everything's new to this dude, I'll make sure to mosey on over there and give 'em a thorough going over.
And thanks for the add. 'Preciate it, ma'am.
And thanks for the add. 'Preciate it, ma'am.
Last night, my mom and i made the decision to put Oscar down.....the dog I've had since i was a little girl. the dog i grew up with. not really just a dog...i liked to think of him as an old man. mom drove my car, he sat in my lap. drove to the vet. as we got closer he started whining and barking cause...
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wakesetter:
thats so terrible, i just went through that a few months ago,i feel your pain..just remeber the good stuff....
blasphemousguy:
Sorry to hear about your dog. Hang in there.
fucking blah.
i didnt pay rent for the month of february....
now march is here...
theyre telling me i have to pay double rent this month
or they cant let me stay
so i think im moving soon
bummer, but not.
Jimmy, Crystal's son is here with me. its his 2 yr birthday.
crystal had to go to the doctors for some post miscarriage stuff....
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i didnt pay rent for the month of february....
now march is here...
theyre telling me i have to pay double rent this month
or they cant let me stay
so i think im moving soon
bummer, but not.
Jimmy, Crystal's son is here with me. its his 2 yr birthday.
crystal had to go to the doctors for some post miscarriage stuff....
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zgrat:
oh wow, that sucks. hope you find a place hon
gerta:
i'm so sorry about your dog baby.
i love you a whole fucking bunch.
k, bye.
p.s. thanks for the burritos, eddie mentioned again how good they they were.
i love you a whole fucking bunch.
k, bye.
p.s. thanks for the burritos, eddie mentioned again how good they they were.
its raining. im sitting next to Oscar, my little old man/dog. the dog my mother told me i have to find a new home for today. i told her i won't do that. its pretty fucked up. you've got a dog for fucken 12 years, and just because he starts losing his fucken mind and about to fucken croak, you give him to someone else...
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wakesetter:
thats messed up, sorry to hear....congrats on your new additions...
gerta:
you may have almost lost your mind, but you're far from croaking, i hope.
k, bye.
k, bye.
Crystal has her placenta in the refrigerator.....i want to dissect it. she said that would be kinda cool, but maybe it would be a little too much for her. Too bad i didn't have a scalpel in that split second when she thought it was a good idea. gooey shit, sacks, blood and dead baby, in a plastic bag. just curious. maybe a tiny bit...
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kathleen:
that is fucking sick. i love it.
how was your book by the way? i've wanted to read william s. burrows but haven't gotten around to it yet.
how was your book by the way? i've wanted to read william s. burrows but haven't gotten around to it yet.
gerta:
damn! tyler tossed two scalpels that they didn't use on seth. sterility or some shit. fucking parinoid. but that's why we go there right?
sorry bout your rats. i asked robert if leann would want them, but they have a half dozen hamsters that need homes before they get pregnant. maybe crystal could take them.
fuck, souxie is so cool...now i'm sad.
k, bye.
p.s. i fucking love you!
sorry bout your rats. i asked robert if leann would want them, but they have a half dozen hamsters that need homes before they get pregnant. maybe crystal could take them.
fuck, souxie is so cool...now i'm sad.
k, bye.
p.s. i fucking love you!
yuck. one of my best friends may or may not have had a misgarriage last night. she was in the ER for hours and didn't find out anything. they couldn't find a heartbeat, but thats not uncommon at 6 weeks. is it wrong for me to think that i hope she did? i mean, when you can barely feed the one kid you have, having...
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song:
hang in - oh and anomaly rocks my cock
roxiekill:
correction...it was 11 weeks. baby stopped growing at 6.
k, so im stuck at my friend crystals aunt's/dad's/brother's house. thought i was going to drop her and the baby off. not the case. going crazy. her dad likes to ask me questions that are awkward to answer.
i dont like that.
i need to figure out an excuse to leave her here.
no, i dont want to go to church with them.
my boyfriend...
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i dont like that.
i need to figure out an excuse to leave her here.
no, i dont want to go to church with them.
my boyfriend...
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zgrat:
well it didn't start out that way it just morphed into that 
nice to know there are other members in pasadena
nice to know there are other members in pasadena
gerta:
if you throw the baby out of the window please let me know. i'd really like to see that. and yes i'll visit you in prison.
k, bye.
k, bye.
i think i should stab the fucker in the eyeball.....maybe he'll leave us the fuck alone. yea. stab him.
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gerta:
i kinda like the chipper idea.
k, bye.
k, bye.
wakesetter:
i am addicted to infomercials too, but they need better ones, and damn you reminded of the ones i forgot dag nabit.. as for the price of a wood chipper i think they gor 199 easy monthly payments of 29.95....
yesterday i had to take my car back to the mechanic cause it was still leaking fucking transmisson fluid. anyways, so when gramps took me to go pick it up, for some reason, i EXPECTED him to offer me 20 bucks for gas or food or something, and then i was kind of, a little pissed that he didn't. so i was bitching about it...
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gerta:
i'm glad i told sam to run that card for SWR, CAUSE I NOW OWE DAVID $700.00. that wasn't supposedt o be caps but i forgot to turn it off.
i need to save my typing pain for later.
love yor more everyday.
k, nye.
i need to save my typing pain for later.
love yor more everyday.
k, nye.