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MIke's memorial was on Saturday. It was nice. I love spending Saturdays with Garrett. No matter how hot and irritated I am....he always seems to make me feel better. Even if it's just a little bit.
I can't believe it is already July!!! Holy moly this year went by so fucking fast (since last July anyway)
Last July, I was a fucking mess. Now I've...
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kyleomen:
I wish I had me some of that biggrin
frolleinsuzy:
Yeah, this guy rocks kiss
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It is too fucking hot in here.
I finally closed all the windows and turned one the a/c, but it doesn't seem to be cooling down miuch.
I'm not working today, so I've made it a point to service myself as often as possible.
I really hope my medication is working.
If i sit still the heat isn't too bad.
I can't wait till Garrett...
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song:
i know soooo many people that are into Brody Armstrong !
sicmonte:
hey...i love the new pics you put up. The suspension is amazing!!! Good news...I found Shannon...and she is currentlly safe at her moms apartment. But I have a feeling that she is going to go away again...I can just feel it. She has some seriuos problems with stress and dealing with things...so she just runs away and gets high.....what do I do??
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kyleomen:
I never tried it. What is it like?
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I just wrote a really long update, but accidentaly erased it all.
So I will keep this very simple and say that Fiona Apple was amazing.
Even better than last time. My boyfriend is so fucking inexplainably wonderful
My job is really fun. But I cant stay there too long because I am not getting paid enough.
I want to go to school.
I need...
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song:
i too wish to know your line of work wink
dorsal:
i used to go to GCC but that school sucks

who cares if you know too many people at PCC
Education comes first...they wont pay your bills...fuck em!

I felt the same way about GCC bcuz thats where i am from but

PCC has better teachers and shit!
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i am oh so in love!!
working again feels good, even though i wont be getting paid for 3 weeks.
fiona apple is tomorrow night!!!
and bloc party is coming up soon after that!!!
my boyfriend is fucking amazing
my cat is really hairy
my brother is an ass hole
my mom is crazy
my dad is getting there
my grandparents are sick
my job...
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kyleomen:
No babies makes me happy.
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it was so hard to get out of bed this morning.

well, i got up with garrett since i didnt get to see him yesterday. i worked till 11. he was already sleeping when i got home.

he went to work, i took a shower, but didnt feel like getting ready so i decided i would just take a short nap before starting my day....
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sicmonte:
im glad that YOU are ok...and i hope your bro is ok too. you had me scared for a lil bit there!!!!
wakesetter:
hang in there things are bound to get better and you will be back to smiling in no time!!!!!! biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin
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ummmm.....im confused.
and insanely uncomfortable.
puke

theres something strange going on here........

and i dont like it.
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wakesetter:
maybe it is the apples or maybe the wind? if all else fails your congressman can help to unconfuse you
sicmonte:
babe...are you sick? or is it an outside happening that is making you uncomfortable? whatever it is I hope you are ok...if you need to talk dont hesitate to call me. Hope all is well soon.....
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my mail indicator is telling me that i have two unread messages.
but theres only old/ replied ones in my mailbox. im so confused.

i found a little dog today after work, i read its tag and took it to its home. the owner was so thankful.

then i went to the place where i used to do my community service to help out. even...
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i got a job. started today.
did a good deed.
did a favor for a friend....
feeling pretty good.
no word on the car, but oh fucking well.
Mikes memorial is next week.
James Hendrix wants me to see his band. he doesnt go on till 12. i dont know if i could stay up that late nowadays. well, i can....at home if im up...
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lizzi:
Your journal indicates that you need a cupcake! Hostess and Pringles for lunch will skyrocket you into the Whitetrash Stratosphere! It's like 1st grade all over again, except without the soggy PB&J and Caprisun.
sicmonte:
yeah....i guess trees....and bloody hooks can be therapy. congrads on the ob...and the good deed. ive always had fun at my volunteer place too. later
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a friend is dead
he knew how to do it.....
he knew what to do.....
he just didnt.
and it hurts.

nice big dose of reality


my car got stolen
i was supposed to start working today, but i went in and the manager sat with me and talked for three hours about how smashed he got in vegas. then told me to come back...
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kyleomen:
I'm sorry for everything.
sicmonte:
it will be ok babe....everything will work itself out. stay strong...you can do this.