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i dont have cancer.
i didnt think i did. but its a relief to know for sure.
anywho, garrett is back and i am oh so happy!!!
except that his ex is in town and keeps calling him and leaving him messages. its not fucking with me too much. but its still fucking with me. a little bit.
and the fact that my mom is engaged and still hangs out with her ass hole ex and keeps it a secret from her fiance isnt helping. and my friend dave just found out that his ex cheated on him........and all this bullshit makes me sick.

i think that is the worst thing you can do to a person. the absolute WORST. i would rather be stabbed than cheated on. theres no sneakiness and lying about a stabbing. if you've been stabbed, you know it!

so why am i talking about this? because im crazy.

in other news....i finally heard from my best friend. she changed her phone numbers and i have been trying to get a hold of her for a couple months now. i miss her so.

then today, on fucking myspace of all places, i have a message from her. she said she needed my number cause she has a new phone. i gave it to her. hopefully she calls soon. i've been really worried.

more crap:
it amazes me how fucking STUPID some people can be. seriously. its fucking AMAZING.

okay, i think thats all for now.

love ya!