our computer took a shit a little while ago, so i havent really been updating. also, not much has really been going on.....besides the camping trip and poker night, ive been really fucking bored. OH! and of course Decry. We went to see our friends band play over the weekend. I swear i've seen them before, a couple years ago, but i just can't remember where. it was great. it had been waaaay too long since i'd been to a show. it felt really good. the only weird thing about it was that everyone was sitting down.
im still working at the same little coffee place. 2 fucking days a week. the rest of the week, i struggle to get out of bed before noon. its driving me crazy. that question still haunts my mind...even more so in the last few weeks......"why am i here??"
i straightened up the apartment a bit yesterday. that kinda helped me feel a little better. today, i came to my moms to use the computer so i could finish my traffic school but, of course, i'm here, looking at sets, and trying to catch up with some friends....reading journals and such, and on bme in the anomaly forum, reading journals and such....i get sidetracked so easily.
ive come down with this aweful cough.....i suspect from smoking too much. when i breathe in, my lungs make a funny noise, and when i cough, its more like i'm choking....or gagging. its weird. and it totally sucks. i hope i dont have emphesema. i dont have insurance. anywho. thats all for now. i doubt anyone will read this. ive been such a shitty updater/ comment leaver lately.
maybe something neat will happen soon that i can talk about. k, bye
im still working at the same little coffee place. 2 fucking days a week. the rest of the week, i struggle to get out of bed before noon. its driving me crazy. that question still haunts my mind...even more so in the last few weeks......"why am i here??"
i straightened up the apartment a bit yesterday. that kinda helped me feel a little better. today, i came to my moms to use the computer so i could finish my traffic school but, of course, i'm here, looking at sets, and trying to catch up with some friends....reading journals and such, and on bme in the anomaly forum, reading journals and such....i get sidetracked so easily.
ive come down with this aweful cough.....i suspect from smoking too much. when i breathe in, my lungs make a funny noise, and when i cough, its more like i'm choking....or gagging. its weird. and it totally sucks. i hope i dont have emphesema. i dont have insurance. anywho. thats all for now. i doubt anyone will read this. ive been such a shitty updater/ comment leaver lately.
maybe something neat will happen soon that i can talk about. k, bye
cheshire3400:
your lungs could be blocked. whatever is clogging them you need to smoke it out!
runpunalpha:
Hmmm, The cough could be caused by bronchitis. I used to get it about once a year when I smoked cigarettes. If that is the case then you need to go to a doctor and get that checked out. Doctors will sometimes give you samples of an antibiotics or other medicines if they know what ails you and if they know that you have no money. I hope you feel better soon!