roxiekill

it was so hard to get out of bed this morning.

well, i got up with garrett since i didnt get to see him yesterday. i worked till 11. he was already sleeping when i got home.

he went to work, i took a shower, but didnt feel like getting ready so i decided i would just take a short nap before starting my day.

i got a phone call at 11 45 that woke me up, and i stayed in bed till 12.

now i feel like shit.

i think theres something wrong with my brother.

he keeps on staying home from school......maybe that just indicates that theres something wrong with my mother.

fiona apple on saturday!!! fucking yay!

im worried. i have this overwhelming feeling that something horrible is going to happen.

last time i felt like this.....my grandfather had a heart attack and i had to kill my dog and find a new place to live.

i hope im wrong.

i got a strange message yesterday in my mailbox here on sg. it scared me.

lots of things are scaring me lately.

so for anyone who read my last entry and was a little worried......thats what it was about.

im sure i will feel better soon.

things just seem kinda off for the past few days.

i hope they get back on soon cause i feel like im about to lose my fucking mind!

k, bye