roxiekill

a friend is dead
he knew how to do it.....
he knew what to do.....
he just didnt.
and it hurts.

nice big dose of reality


my car got stolen
i was supposed to start working today, but i went in and the manager sat with me and talked for three hours about how smashed he got in vegas. then told me to come back monday at 1.
as soon as i left and got into the car my parents are letting me borrow, i got a phone call for an interview on monday at 11. sounds good.

i couldnt be home with my boyfriend last night because my parents dont want that car in front of our house.
i didnt want to leave him, but i needed the car today. i dont need it tomorrow though. or sunday.

im upset
confused
scared
frustrated
sad
hungry
oh so in love

and im sorry