roxiekill

well, people are weird. i had a really good day at work which is suprising. talking with my friend pamela helps so much. been feeling too much lately.....or thinking too much. whatever. i think im too hard on myself. anyways, Garretts in Palm Springs working for a couple days. i love that man so fucking much! i have court tomorrow. Hopefully all this legal bullshit will be done with and i can be off probation and all that good stuff. its been raining all day. stepped in some gnarly ass puddles on the way to my car from work. needless to say, i might as well have been barefoot since my sorry excuse for vans are falling apart. i cant decide weather i want to make dinner for myself or not. i am going to spend the night at moms since she's taking me to court in the morning and she will probably want to eat with me. i fell asleep in her bed yesterday and got blood all over her sheets from new gashes.....i didn't know until she called me this morning and asked me if i was on my period......sure mom. i feel bad. i hope the stains come out. anyways, i dont think i have much else to say. i apologize to whoever reads this shit. you must have nothing else to do and feel like getting bored out of your fucking mind.
k, bye