roxiekill

k, so im stuck at my friend crystals aunt's/dad's/brother's house. thought i was going to drop her and the baby off. not the case. going crazy. her dad likes to ask me questions that are awkward to answer.

i dont like that.

i need to figure out an excuse to leave her here.

no, i dont want to go to church with them.

my boyfriend is 35 because he is the best thing (well, man) that's happened to me in a long fucking time and i love him too much for words

i had an inch and a half metal bar stuck through the back of my neck cause i like the way it feels

i dont cook a lot because it is usually disasterous
(although my valentines dinner for Garrett and little brother came out okay.)

i smoke because it helps me breathe

no, for the 9th time, i dont want to go to your church.

and i live with 10 people because its safe.

i dont know. i just need to get the fuck out of here. bored out of my mind. gotta work tomorrow. yuck.

i wanna throw the baby out the window

anyways.....valentines day was WONDERFUL!!

BEAUTIFUL HAND-MADE-ULTRA-ORIGINAL CARD
HAND-MADE-ULTRA-ORIGINAL GIFT CERTIFICATE FOR NEW BELT (replacement for stolen one)
work (not so wonderful)
FOOD
CORSET
FISHNETS
ROPE
HOURS OF GREAT SEX
FALLING ASLEEP WITH THE MAN I LOVE
WAKING UP NEXT TO HIM
FUCKING WONDERFUL


gonna go out to the car for a smoke.
k, bye