roxiekill

i was woken up at 5 this morning....im really not so happy about this. i got pissed off and drove to moms to play with my cat, im hungry and i had another dream about baby rats. i wasnt eating them this time though.

i need cigarettes...badly.

and a new job.

damn, i woke up mom i think.

yup.

fuck, shes gonna be grumpy now.

so anywho, my friend crystal thinks she's pregnant again and is upset with me for not being happy for her. she said i had the same reaction as her husband. maybe when you cant even buy grocieries, a baby is not the happiest thing in the world. i dunno, i think poor people should be on birth control.........

wait

actually, i think all people should be on birth control. but hey, who am i? so if she is, its just one more kid for me to watch when she needs me to, and i should just not get involved with her thoughts on baby prevention. it just bothers me.

okay, enough talk about stuff that isn't really my business anyways....

fuck, i need to go get some cigarettes