its raining. im sitting next to Oscar, my little old man/dog. the dog my mother told me i have to find a new home for today. i told her i won't do that. its pretty fucked up. you've got a dog for fucken 12 years, and just because he starts losing his fucken mind and about to fucken croak, you give him to someone else...
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Crystal has her placenta in the refrigerator.....i want to dissect it. she said that would be kinda cool, but maybe it would be a little too much for her. Too bad i didn't have a scalpel in that split second when she thought it was a good idea. gooey shit, sacks, blood and dead baby, in a plastic bag. just curious. maybe a tiny bit...
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kathleen:
that is fucking sick. i love it.
how was your book by the way? i've wanted to read william s. burrows but haven't gotten around to it yet.
how was your book by the way? i've wanted to read william s. burrows but haven't gotten around to it yet.
gerta:
damn! tyler tossed two scalpels that they didn't use on seth. sterility or some shit. fucking parinoid. but that's why we go there right?
sorry bout your rats. i asked robert if leann would want them, but they have a half dozen hamsters that need homes before they get pregnant. maybe crystal could take them.
fuck, souxie is so cool...now i'm sad.
k, bye.
p.s. i fucking love you!
sorry bout your rats. i asked robert if leann would want them, but they have a half dozen hamsters that need homes before they get pregnant. maybe crystal could take them.
fuck, souxie is so cool...now i'm sad.
k, bye.
p.s. i fucking love you!
yuck. one of my best friends may or may not have had a misgarriage last night. she was in the ER for hours and didn't find out anything. they couldn't find a heartbeat, but thats not uncommon at 6 weeks. is it wrong for me to think that i hope she did? i mean, when you can barely feed the one kid you have, having...
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song:
hang in - oh and anomaly rocks my cock
roxiekill:
correction...it was 11 weeks. baby stopped growing at 6.
k, so im stuck at my friend crystals aunt's/dad's/brother's house. thought i was going to drop her and the baby off. not the case. going crazy. her dad likes to ask me questions that are awkward to answer.
i dont like that.
i need to figure out an excuse to leave her here.
no, i dont want to go to church with them.
my boyfriend...
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i dont like that.
i need to figure out an excuse to leave her here.
no, i dont want to go to church with them.
my boyfriend...
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zgrat:
well it didn't start out that way it just morphed into that 
nice to know there are other members in pasadena 
nice to know there are other members in pasadena
gerta:
if you throw the baby out of the window please let me know. i'd really like to see that. and yes i'll visit you in prison.
k, bye.
k, bye.
i think i should stab the fucker in the eyeball.....maybe he'll leave us the fuck alone. yea. stab him. 
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gerta:
i kinda like the chipper idea.
k, bye.
k, bye.
wakesetter:
i am addicted to infomercials too, but they need better ones, and damn you reminded of the ones i forgot dag nabit.. as for the price of a wood chipper i think they gor 199 easy monthly payments of 29.95....
yesterday i had to take my car back to the mechanic cause it was still leaking fucking transmisson fluid. anyways, so when gramps took me to go pick it up, for some reason, i EXPECTED him to offer me 20 bucks for gas or food or something, and then i was kind of, a little pissed that he didn't. so i was bitching about it...
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gerta:
i'm glad i told sam to run that card for SWR, CAUSE I NOW OWE DAVID $700.00. that wasn't supposedt o be caps but i forgot to turn it off.
i need to save my typing pain for later.
love yor more everyday.
k, nye.
i need to save my typing pain for later.
love yor more everyday.
k, nye.
k, so, not feeling too well. not quite sure why. i had a fairly decent day....spent with my mother at the getty museum. it helped me remember where i get my weirdness from......we don't get to spend much time together anymore, so it was nice. then we went to hollywood for some shopping. shopping drives me crazy sometimes....
work is good lately. car's all better....
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kathleen:
your guy has told me a lot about you. you seem like a pretty cool chick. welcome to SG
i cant watch the news without getting sick.
i think my car is about to take a shit on me
im running out of money.
dont know how im gonna pay my rent
or my phone bills
but im still happy.......
fuck.
pretty fucken weird.
maybe shower now.....
oh man pom pom
you have got to check this out
k, bye.
i think my car is about to take a shit on me
im running out of money.
dont know how im gonna pay my rent
or my phone bills
but im still happy.......
fuck.
pretty fucken weird.
maybe shower now.....
oh man pom pom
you have got to check this out
k, bye.
gerta:
i know i'm super sensitive, but you didn't even say hi. 
k, bye.
k, bye.
The human existance is failing...
....i love Garrett
k......
.....bye
....i love Garrett
k......
.....bye
song:
i fall in love with every cute boy that shows me the least bit of attention. i don't know if i'm failing but i certainly am flailing
i don't know if i'm failing but i certainly am flailingokay, my best friend IS pregnant....again.....all i said was "wow, fuck", and now she's mad. she'll get over it right? what a bummer i dunno, im just not too excited. k gotta take a shower, maybe.
k bye
k bye
i was woken up at 5 this morning....im really not so happy about this. i got pissed off and drove to moms to play with my cat, im hungry and i had another dream about baby rats. i wasnt eating them this time though.
i need cigarettes...badly.
and a new job.
damn, i woke up mom i think.
yup.
fuck, shes gonna be grumpy now....
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i need cigarettes...badly.
and a new job.
damn, i woke up mom i think.
yup.
fuck, shes gonna be grumpy now....
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song:
no babies - smoke instead
fatality:
At least it seems you have her best interests in mind
k, so here i am, i spent my day working for free, but thats okay cause i got to do it with some kick ass people and its gonna help me get off probation by april. i havnt been this happy in a long time...im being productive, i have a job, i pay my rent, and im in love. My dog is gonna die soon,...
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gerta:
welcome to SGland.
prepare yourself to be bombarded by perverts.
hole punching is not a vice, it's prayer.
you rock my world.
i'm going to smell your underwear now and try to sleep.
i love you!
k, bye.
p.s. check out casper's pictures from work
prepare yourself to be bombarded by perverts.
hole punching is not a vice, it's prayer.
you rock my world.
i'm going to smell your underwear now and try to sleep.
i love you!
k, bye.
p.s. check out casper's pictures from work
honsolo:
i had a shaved kittie too but he got a lot better
but know what you mean about this site
but know what you mean about this site
k, bye.