roxiekill

i hate the goddamn fucking cock sucking fuck hole internet

why do i feel like shooting people in the face?

my boyfriend is a sneaky.....he changed my picture. thats his kitty. he likes to sleep on my head.

well, people are weird. i had a really good day at work which is suprising. talking with my friend pamela helps so much. been feeling too much lately.....or thinking too much. whatever. i think im too hard on myself. anyways, Garretts in Palm Springs working for a couple days. i love that man so fucking much! i have court tomorrow. Hopefully all this legal bullshit...
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so, i live with a wonderful man who never locks the front door....ever. thats okay. he had plans to go out with a friend of his who was supposed to meet him here, at home.
anyways, im giving my boyfriend a blow job and since all i could hear was the sound of saliva penis mouth sounds, i failed to hear rick walking up the...
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wow.
so, i moved out of the new place i was staying at.....
and in with my wonderful boyfriend.
i was hesitant to the idea at first cause i dont wanna fuck anything up.
but im a fuck up.....so thats what i always expect myself to do. it was a scary decision
but so far things have been fucking great.
and im really trying not...
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I'VE BEEN TAGGED

Seven things to do before I die:
1)go to school
2)stab rene
3)go back to salem
4)visit italy twice
5)clean out the room that was once mine
6)shoot a sniper rifle
7)kick G.W. in the face

2. Seven Things I Cannot Do:
1)get prostate cancer
2)speak korean
3)leave my phone at home
4)hurt an animal
5)live without my brother
6)a handstand
7)produce...
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not feeling myself lately
dont know whats wrong
feel like im waiting for something horrible to happen

im a walking bad luck charm.
something really fucking bad is going to happen really soon
its about that time

i think someone should shoot me in the face.
hopefully ill die
because if i dont
i just wont have a face

then i think i'd kill myself...
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yay...found new place to live....and got some new pictures up.
k, bye

Last night, my mom and i made the decision to put Oscar down.....the dog I've had since i was a little girl. the dog i grew up with. not really just a dog...i liked to think of him as an old man. mom drove my car, he sat in my lap. drove to the vet. as we got closer he started whining and barking cause...
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fucking blah.

i didnt pay rent for the month of february....
now march is here...
theyre telling me i have to pay double rent this month
or they cant let me stay
so i think im moving soon
bummer, but not.

Jimmy, Crystal's son is here with me. its his 2 yr birthday.
crystal had to go to the doctors for some post miscarriage stuff....
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