MY Goodbye:
For the Record. I did mean what I said, all of it, but didn't mean for it to sound so harsh. The best thing to do when you love someone is be BLUNT with them, no matter how hard it may be The bond is all well and good but don't lie about it! You told me you loved and cared for me and wouldn't leave but the same day you where fucking around with her. thats not love baby and maybe one day you'll learn that. you weren't getting in the way of me and my family. Omar maybe but I've dealt with that before. My family was only so harsh because they foresaw what you did to me. So did I but was too hardheaded to listen to my gut.
True love is definite Jesse, and nothing can EVER come in the way of that. True love is HONEST, True love MAKES light where there is none. True love is DEVOTION, regardless of circumstance. I hope you learn that one day because though you may feel as did you care for me, you don't love me, in word and in faith you might have believed it, but ACTIONS speak louder than words. You can tell someone you love them until you're blue in the face, but unless your actions are standing up to your word, they are nothing but words. Do I believe you had intent on loving me? yes...but if I believe that you did is a completely different story based soly on your actions. I can keep counseling you on this forever, until my fingers break off or until I lose my voice, but unless you are WILLING to listen and learn these words, too, hold no weight. So I hope my words of wisdom find a place in your heart and mind, and take heed in you conscious and unconscious decisions, and DO impact your life in a positive way.
You aren't the only one who still need to learn from this situation. I have benefited my wisdom greatly from this. I've learned to listen to my heart. What is tells me, good or bad, though I might not always wish to listen, is right. I've learned that true love comes from understanding and friendship, and cannot simply manifest itself from the physical. I have learned that though true love takes chances, SELF-love keeps you from making the wrong ones. I've learned to listen to my intuitions, they have never steered me to a wrong path. I've learned to cherrish what I have, because it might not be there tomorrow. I've learned that love is a two way street, a scale, you can only give what you receive, no more, no less. But most importantly I learned to look before I leap, for the destination might not always be as glamorous as it appears. There are no Cinderella stories, but your book, your life can be written by none other. Yes, I do feel hurt. Yes, I do feel betrayed. But yes, I will learn from this and move on because if od meant for us to give up on love, love wouldn't exist. Because of this I know that one day I will find someone who does appreciate me, and love me just as much as I do him. I have faith that I will find my soul mate so in that, I do remain Courageous in Faith.
I wish for nothing but the best for you and [name withheld] in life, whether it be together or separate. I pray and chant for your clarity and good fortune, and ask got to bless that beautiful child of yours every day. and wish for nothing but good health and fortune for your family.
This is my closure.
Goodbye Jesse.
A part of me will always love you, but this is where I walk away, and make my exit.
For the Record. I did mean what I said, all of it, but didn't mean for it to sound so harsh. The best thing to do when you love someone is be BLUNT with them, no matter how hard it may be The bond is all well and good but don't lie about it! You told me you loved and cared for me and wouldn't leave but the same day you where fucking around with her. thats not love baby and maybe one day you'll learn that. you weren't getting in the way of me and my family. Omar maybe but I've dealt with that before. My family was only so harsh because they foresaw what you did to me. So did I but was too hardheaded to listen to my gut.
True love is definite Jesse, and nothing can EVER come in the way of that. True love is HONEST, True love MAKES light where there is none. True love is DEVOTION, regardless of circumstance. I hope you learn that one day because though you may feel as did you care for me, you don't love me, in word and in faith you might have believed it, but ACTIONS speak louder than words. You can tell someone you love them until you're blue in the face, but unless your actions are standing up to your word, they are nothing but words. Do I believe you had intent on loving me? yes...but if I believe that you did is a completely different story based soly on your actions. I can keep counseling you on this forever, until my fingers break off or until I lose my voice, but unless you are WILLING to listen and learn these words, too, hold no weight. So I hope my words of wisdom find a place in your heart and mind, and take heed in you conscious and unconscious decisions, and DO impact your life in a positive way.
You aren't the only one who still need to learn from this situation. I have benefited my wisdom greatly from this. I've learned to listen to my heart. What is tells me, good or bad, though I might not always wish to listen, is right. I've learned that true love comes from understanding and friendship, and cannot simply manifest itself from the physical. I have learned that though true love takes chances, SELF-love keeps you from making the wrong ones. I've learned to listen to my intuitions, they have never steered me to a wrong path. I've learned to cherrish what I have, because it might not be there tomorrow. I've learned that love is a two way street, a scale, you can only give what you receive, no more, no less. But most importantly I learned to look before I leap, for the destination might not always be as glamorous as it appears. There are no Cinderella stories, but your book, your life can be written by none other. Yes, I do feel hurt. Yes, I do feel betrayed. But yes, I will learn from this and move on because if od meant for us to give up on love, love wouldn't exist. Because of this I know that one day I will find someone who does appreciate me, and love me just as much as I do him. I have faith that I will find my soul mate so in that, I do remain Courageous in Faith.
I wish for nothing but the best for you and [name withheld] in life, whether it be together or separate. I pray and chant for your clarity and good fortune, and ask got to bless that beautiful child of yours every day. and wish for nothing but good health and fortune for your family.
This is my closure.
Goodbye Jesse.
A part of me will always love you, but this is where I walk away, and make my exit.
nikonphoto80:
I'm so very sorry that things did not work out. but you know he may love you, the thing is some people fuck it up with the one they really love, they just don't know how to react, some times love can be scary and because of that our mind fucks it up for us, I'm not saying that you should give him any other chances, he had his chance, but just know that just because some one doesn't act like they love you doesn't mean that they don't love you, some people are just fuck up in the head.
sweetzen:
oh sweetie i have been where you are. you're better off without him.