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Making changes 💖

Jan 2, 2016
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So, it's been a few weeks. How are all of my lovely unicorns? 😘😘 Hopefully already having a better year than the last one!

I've never been big on new years resolutions. They've always seemed so pointless. No one ever seems to go through with their resolutions, myself included. I usually forget the ones I make anyway. But I have at least decided that this is going to be a year of change for me. Good and much needed change. I wasn't feeling so great about myself for most of last year (which was probably apparent from the melodramatic blog posts lol). I've spent so much of my life trying to gain other people's approval and make other people happy, but more than that I just disappointed myself really consistently last year. I was wishy washy, indecisive, I backed out of a lot of plans out of fear and anxiety, and I let my own mind take me prisoner. I'm not about that life this time though, I'm done moping around acting like a ghost. Apart from my new hair (which totally makes me look like a Disney princess imo) I intend on making many more changes for the better over the course of 2016. This is gonna be my year, fo sho! I can feel it. I've definitely decided that change is going to be my friend this year, and I'm going to finally focus on my own well being. I've got the ball rolling, let's see if I can actually keep up with it!

I've got a couple shoots coming up, one that may be published, and I'm really stoked to collaborate with some really rad people! I also found out that my mom wants to help me get my esthetics license, which is perfect for me, and something I can easily see myself making a career with! It's a fifteen week course, and I would learn how to do everything from facials to makeup artistry to injectibles like botox!

That's it for now, but I hope I'll have plenty of updates in the near future 😊 Here, have some selfies so y'all know what I look like now lol.

ps- thanks for all the love and encouragement from so many of you. I never expect such support, and it's surprising and grounding when I read such positive comments ❤

@rambo @missy @lyxzen

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gemman1:
Your hair looks great. Take it from someone who has been around a while. Be true to you first. Find your passion and do that regardless of what others say or think. Fuck em if they can't take a joke. Rock on Pagan Mama... ROCK ON
Jan 11, 2016
sirrobim:
<3
Jan 13, 2016

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