I'm just feeling really shitty about myself these days. I think I'm gonna take a break from the internet, cut a few toxic people out of my life, and get my shit together. I have a lot of inner bullshit that I need to work through, and scrolling through whatever social media platform and constantly comparing myself to others is really making everything worse. I just don't know if I'm cut out to be a model. I have a lot of thinking to do.
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roxas:
@hubble @hephestuss @pointman11 @emanuel Thanks everyone 💜 I didn't expect so much encouragement tbh!Â
merovie:
I am a psychology major and even I see the psychological damage social media like Facebook does to me. It is like an addiction. I originally started using it to stay in touch with old NOLA friends after Hurricane Katrina separated us all. Now I see people saying horrible shit and I want to strangle them but I can't. If you use social media it is usually not enough to cut toxic people from your life because you usually are poisoned by "friends" of people who aren't toxic but their friends are - usually people who have 3000+ "friends." I basically unfriended every single person who pissed me off on Facebook but I still can't avoid the douchebags they are friends with. If I can remember to just not pipe in with my unwanted opinion when someone says something retarded I can usually maintain some semblance of sanity but I have to remain constantly vigilant.