Like seriously, I can't remember the last time I slacked off this hard.
Being lethargic like this puts a damper on all creativity I might have had if I wasn't playing video games and wallowing in misery all day. I could at least work out, but the Lazy makes sure I feel like crying every time I look at my weights. For all I know, my brain is forcing me to lay low for a minute while I sort shit out with myself and decide what I really want to put all my focus on. I like to think that every ounce of my energy and focus will be put into SG, modeling, and planning my next big move to Iowa by the end of the year. At least, that's what I'm desperately hoping! My life has been tumultuous for years, and I've had to work through some pretty heavy shit that often left me feeling like there was nothing worth doing than, well, playing video games and wallowing in misery all day. But I'm not gonna let the Lazy get me this time!
Like, no bruh, I got shit to do.
