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rowan

Koh Samui, Thailand

SG Since 2005

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Friday Feb 11, 2005

Feb 11, 2005
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This will be my 3rd update of the day.

I feel so warm.

And Loved.

That too.

I was really bitchy today. Grumpy. Stressed.

Tired.

She stepped in today. Made me take care of myself. Took my hands and shooed me into a hot shower. I scrubbed my hair of all the anger....yelling....tears....I washed my body clean of hateful assumptions, pointed fingers, and awkward silences.

Till I ached with nothing but peace and smelled of mint and lavender.

She talked to me the whole time. Saying nothing. Conveying everything. Peace, love, forgiveness.

Acceptance.

Today, the Goddess Herself tucked me into my favorite T-shirt, which never seems to be clean, but was today. And a small heating patch that was forgotten in a drawer, but peeked it's head out as I got a towel. There is tea in the kitchen, waiting for my hands to wrap around the mug.

Some days you just have to sit back.

And let the Goddess do the talking...

We all come from the Goddess
And to Her we shall return
Like a drop of rain
Flowing to the ocean
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
lc2:
Hey there...
Hope you are doing well! kiss
Feb 12, 2005
aperfectsonnet:
I just called-so I'll assume you're busy beautifying people at the moment. I think we're pretty much up for whatever. We can come out there and watch movies and stay the night or whatever. Really anything works. He's okay with the strip club thing now. So that's an option as well.
Call me back when you're unbusy and let me know what's going on.
Feb 12, 2005

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