rowan

Today was so confusing...I felt unprepared the whole time.

I woke up at 4 and took my Grandma to the airport. She cried...I didn't. It's not that I don't love her, but I was ready to have the house to myself.

I came back here and couldn't sleep. It was 5 in the morning, and I couldn't sleep. So I cleaned. I cleaned the house and did laundry 'till I couldn't do any more. Then, about 10, I GOT TIRED!! *sigh* So I went back to bed and woke up just in time to go to my Talking Doctor.

So I throw on clothes, and take off to the Dr.'s and she isn't there. I don't know why. She just wasn't there. I have the same apointment every week...So I left her a message saying I hoped everything was cool and drove back home. Changed out of the clothes and took the makeup off that I had on for 20 minutes...

Then I hurt someone...

I don't know how. I don't know where the conversation went wrong. We had talked on the phone, and she was lovely. We had chatted on the computer, and she was amazing...and I hurt her. It has been bothering me ever since. I get all teary even thinking about it. I knew I shouldn't have told her...but she asked me to hold back nothing...

And I hurt her.
I hurt her.