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So i'm back at SG, I was gone for so long cuz well satin herself didn't like me going to a site with girls hotter than her... but she's dead to me now... 5 years of my life wasted cuz some assholes on tv promote this love shit like it's supposed to work.

NEWSFLASH- it doesn't happen like that.

So incase your wondering, relationships, very much like god are all bullshit....

I mean I would love to be loved unconditionaly by a female.
I know for a fact that i can pull it off.... but I don't think that anyone else can.

I think i'm to nice, I grow attached and that turns a girl off and well they just want to leave then.

Maybe I should just try to be more of an asshole and then i'll have nothing to worry about.
Girls will naturally be attacted to me, and i will just treat them all like shit and they will love it.

that not what i want to do. but being prince charming doesn't work... and i seem to keep getting hurt.

It should be a crime. Cause i would seriously do anything for anyone.
I like to cuddle and do nice stuff for girls, and not to sound like a goob but i think i'm pretty good looking.... I've never dated anyone who wasn't good looking so i figure that speaks something for me. I have my own home, my own business, a cute dog. I can cook, I'm clean....

I dunno what else i need to do...

just frustraiting... cuz i try so hard and get knowwhere.
I guess i can't have everything though... I have everything except someone who loves me. I'd give it all up for that too.