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Okay.. the weather is getting hotter everyday.. and I still don't have a job... I have been trying for months now! A few days ago, I had a "group" interview with Macy's. It went horrible.. first off I had really bad allergies and was blowing my nose every 2 minutes. When I walk in the room I see all these really pretty, VERY preppy girls waiting also for the interview. I knew I wasn't going to last.. an hour later- when the interview was done- the managers asked some girls to stay and others to leave... Of course the asked me to leave. How the hell am I suppose to compete with a bunch of stuck up preppy bitches!?! This town is soo lame!.. It's loaded with a bunch of Nazi whores. If you don't have bleach blonde hair, prefect teeth and a tight pink shirt on.. then you aren't going to be accepted. FUCK that!! FUCK this!!
Now that myself esteem is back down, I have caught myself drinking every night and not getting sleep until 6am. I just dreaded my hair today to give me something to do, give them something to wine about. check it out under Heidi's pics
And all you NAZI WHORES can lick my ass !!