rosscaughers

ARGH


thats the current mood really just add lost confussed fed up tired and so on to that list as well the pic really sums it up i think.

and to think this is all because girls are weird at time and i really do not understand them.

recently i met this girl at a concert was really cool as we had been talking online before and she was really nice and such.
so all is good so far then i find out she likes this ohter guy as well as me. Then i made the mistake of saying to her one day if there wasnt another guyid ask you out she said if there wasnt another guy id say yes. so thats the start to this all

Newhos so i was ment to meet this girl two times as well both times got called off the 1st was due to her room being messy the 2nd due to her mum being in hospitle. buy yet other guy can visit when i cant so another thing added to the list there.

next we have her friend who told me she really likes other boy and feels like she is cheating on him when she is with me. also her friend said for her not to do anything with me if she had such feelings for other guy . then her friend tells me her mum is ok and nothing is wrong with her and then also goes but i may have told you and said those things to her out of jealousy. now this gets me to the ARGH as i dont understand why someone would do that so now i dont have a clue who to believe and i just cant be bothered with it all as the friend has a bf.

so there we have it really shitty mood and cant even try to work it out.

so much more to add really like me liking other girls but yet knowing nothing will happen with them and so on and also being to shy to ask girls out.

i sometimes just wonder if we are ment to really understand girls and are girls ment to understand boys??

i know for sure i dont understand girls at all nor do i trust them much esp when they say nice things to me too much bad exp with it all say nice things think there is something to get oh i like you as a friend and thats all.

newhos yeah rant over.

just some new pics i took on a walk recently that i thought i would add to try and cheer my journal entry up abit _