rosita

I am in like. I am twitterpated. I am crushing. I am infatuated. Stupid part is I know the boy likes me back and I am STILL too shy to make the first move. I was talking to rin though and it is about time I do make a first move. I have never kissed a boy before. I have always been kissed. I need to grow some balls and just go in for the kill. Whats the worst that could happen? He could tell me I smell like swine and I am totally groteque. Yeah that would be a worse case scenario. I am pretty sure he doesnt think that though as he has been crushing on me for even longer than I ahve been crushing on him.
JESUS FUCK!!! I feel like I am in the 7th grade. I should jsut pass him a note that says "Do you like me? CIrcle yes or circle no." Im so utterly pathetic sometimes. Oh well I htink I am going to visit him tommorow so I will try to find some courage before then.
Oh and I chopped off all my hair. Mostly I think its cute but I havent had it short in awhile so I am still adjusting. I will post pics of hair and tattoo soon I have jsut been lazy lately.