Ever been involved with someone who was really bad for you?
I was about 3 years ago. For those of you who dont know I'm bi. Sort of anyway. I like & enjoy boys for the most part. But every once in a while I enjoy being with a girl. I was seeing this girl from work "Nancy", 3 years ago. Things sort of just happened between us. Anyway, we never officially dated or anything. We messed around for about 4 months or so.
We would go out & party & just hang out. I'm the type to do whatever I want until we have the "talk". I've been burned on both ends before. For assuming one thing & then for bringing it up just to be sure. So when we would go out she would make out with guys. She was a party girl. That never bothered me because we were both free to do what we wanted. But if I made out with a guy she would flip on my ass. Forget about knowing I slept with someone. She always had it in her mind that I hooked up with most of my friends.
So one night we were hanging out with people from work. She was making out with this one particular guy. When she did it bothered me. Not so much because she did it, but because who it was with. This guy was such a sleaze bag & slept around a lot. We were both drinking & before I know it. We're outside the bar screaming at each other. Having a huge ass fight outside the bar. She got under my skin so bad that night I was ready to kick some ass. That is unlike me to do. I hate making scenes & having fights out in public.
Next few days rumors are flying around about us at work. I denied everything, because it's nobody's business but mine. Things ended pretty badly between us. I'm not going to lie I was totally lusting after this girl. I think that's why she got under my skin the way she did.
Anyway, the point of this?
I ran into her last night. I havent seen her in like 2 years. I went up to her & talked for a bit. Basic chit chat, everything was ok. But as I was listening to her talk. She was actually getting on my nerves. Her laugh, her stupid immature comments. As I'm looking at her. I'm thinking to myself what the hell I ever saw in her. She's not as hot as I remember. I dont hate her or anything. But it was weird though. I told her I was going to run in the bathroom & then I would come back out to talk. I was actually considering giving her my number. I came back out & she was gone. Which is for the best, I know this.
But to this day. She is the only person I was involved with that brought out the worst in my personality. So if I ever see her I'll say hi. But I wont exchange numbers & try to be friends or anything. I dont need someone like that in my life.
Sorry a little winded. If you want Vegas stories check out the previous journal. Have a good weekend.
I was about 3 years ago. For those of you who dont know I'm bi. Sort of anyway. I like & enjoy boys for the most part. But every once in a while I enjoy being with a girl. I was seeing this girl from work "Nancy", 3 years ago. Things sort of just happened between us. Anyway, we never officially dated or anything. We messed around for about 4 months or so.
We would go out & party & just hang out. I'm the type to do whatever I want until we have the "talk". I've been burned on both ends before. For assuming one thing & then for bringing it up just to be sure. So when we would go out she would make out with guys. She was a party girl. That never bothered me because we were both free to do what we wanted. But if I made out with a guy she would flip on my ass. Forget about knowing I slept with someone. She always had it in her mind that I hooked up with most of my friends.
So one night we were hanging out with people from work. She was making out with this one particular guy. When she did it bothered me. Not so much because she did it, but because who it was with. This guy was such a sleaze bag & slept around a lot. We were both drinking & before I know it. We're outside the bar screaming at each other. Having a huge ass fight outside the bar. She got under my skin so bad that night I was ready to kick some ass. That is unlike me to do. I hate making scenes & having fights out in public.
Next few days rumors are flying around about us at work. I denied everything, because it's nobody's business but mine. Things ended pretty badly between us. I'm not going to lie I was totally lusting after this girl. I think that's why she got under my skin the way she did.
Anyway, the point of this?
I ran into her last night. I havent seen her in like 2 years. I went up to her & talked for a bit. Basic chit chat, everything was ok. But as I was listening to her talk. She was actually getting on my nerves. Her laugh, her stupid immature comments. As I'm looking at her. I'm thinking to myself what the hell I ever saw in her. She's not as hot as I remember. I dont hate her or anything. But it was weird though. I told her I was going to run in the bathroom & then I would come back out to talk. I was actually considering giving her my number. I came back out & she was gone. Which is for the best, I know this.
But to this day. She is the only person I was involved with that brought out the worst in my personality. So if I ever see her I'll say hi. But I wont exchange numbers & try to be friends or anything. I dont need someone like that in my life.
Sorry a little winded. If you want Vegas stories check out the previous journal. Have a good weekend.
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there are those people who just bring out the worst in us there really isnt anytihng you can do about it. that's all.
Glad to hear you had a blast in Vegas. I didn't last time I was there (I was 18 and visiting grandparents in the suburbs there. And I was the only minor in my family at the time.)