rosemary

errr....this is my last month of having any income at all....
netx month i have $0 in income for next month, no job, no phone, no anything...
so i have 30 days, to have gotten myself employment, and to have made enough $$$ to pay my rent, buy food for four(2 kids, 2 adults), buy diapers, buy non-crazy medication, pay bills, etc
the drawbacks include, no bus tickets to look for job, no money to print up resumes, no phone to recieve possible call backs, hehehheeh things are sooo fun right now!!!
everything wrong in my life right now resolves around money, rather lack of the $$$$$
what does a girl do in this capitalistic society if ya just wanna job, not a life revolvong around a job, what does a gal do who is unmotivated, and hates people, they are just damn right meanies!!!!!!!!
don't give me a damn career, i just need money to have a life, of my own making, not of where my job takes me, am i making any sense?!?!?!
i am in such a pesky, dull-ass, miserable mood...
get it over with quickly please.........
do not hold this entry over me.....
just lemme feel sorry for myself for today, k.....