Well today kinda sucked! I went to Crossgates and picked up an application from Hot Topic (cheap, overpriced clothes and whiny fucking emo kids but hey good music most of the time) Then I came home and my ex from 5 years ago decides to tell me that he loves me and breaking up with me was the biggest mistake of his life.... For Christ sakes he lives in NC and I live in NY. What is that like a 900 mile difference? Whats worse is I've never really been over him and I'm not sure what to do. I have a boyfriend already but our relationship has been seriously dwindling. Also the sex lately has been TERRIBLE! I don't know what to do! People please give me advice because my brain is about to split open... 
