rose

Hi all, sorry for these long delays inbetween posts. My life has been turned inside out over the past few months and I have been doing some serious allone time.
I quit smoking again, I know so stupid. I am still working my Same old job and I love my new roomates. Unfortunately one has to move because the manager found out she was living here and she wasn't on the lease *te he*. Lame.
Also I have been dating a little but nobody to special or anybody that I have even kissed.
I am going to be carefull after the last one. I don't ever want to be treated that way again. I still feel sadness sometimes but I did everything I could with the last one and only to be disrespected and talked down apon. It sucked.
Perhaps I will become a nun and drop away from this site hahahaha just kidding. I don't even think they would let me into heavan after this anyways so fuck em.
My little brother moved into my city this is a good thing so now I can hang out with him lots and lots probably one of the only good men I will ever have in my life so I can count my blessings there hehehe. Ok, I also wanted to thank those who have been posting like mad trying to get my attention and "checking up on me". I am alive and well I wish the same for everybody else bla bla bla