It still freaking smells like skunk in here! Luckily the smell doesn't seem to follow me out... unless everyone's just being nice. 
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What's strange is, I always got along with my parents during my teenage years. But now... now when I see friends my age finally reconcilling and getting along with their folks, I have problems. Long, long story, as they all are... but it comes down to me being no angel, but paling in comparison to my father and his new found love of being drunk. Always. I've tried to help... but it's just too hurtful. Maybe I'm being selfish, but I won't subject myself to verbal abuse for the sake of someone else - anyone else. It's come to the point where I almost don't care. I live with my mother now. I just worry about my little sister...
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What's strange is, I always got along with my parents during my teenage years. But now... now when I see friends my age finally reconcilling and getting along with their folks, I have problems. Long, long story, as they all are... but it comes down to me being no angel, but paling in comparison to my father and his new found love of being drunk. Always. I've tried to help... but it's just too hurtful. Maybe I'm being selfish, but I won't subject myself to verbal abuse for the sake of someone else - anyone else. It's come to the point where I almost don't care. I live with my mother now. I just worry about my little sister...
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i'm feeling a bit better, it's odd. i think i'm just getting every scottish disease we don't have in the us.
oh, i finally finished the song i was working on for the christmas cd, i put it up on the boards at http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Music/7034/ :-)
You'll be okay and so will she.