I can't tell you how sad I am right now.
I feel like every single person I've ever been kind to on SG has betrayed me. (It's not true, it's almost everyone but not everyone). It does make me appreciate more the few who have been real friends. Hey if you're reading this and you have no idea what I'm talking about, then yay I don't mean you!
Also, the trip I planned for this week was cancelled...my poor companion to be got seriously injured (re-injured) and is still recovering from some serious surgery. I miss her a lot. And I'm bummed since not only was the trip going to be epic, it would have taken my mind off a lot of the BS mentioned above.
My parents, uncharacteristically, saw how sad I have been and decided to take me on a trip. The Aquarium in Monterey. It's a couple day trip and we come back this Friday. So hopefully, I have some nice pictures to put up...I love sea creatures. And I'll be taking a hard look at my "Friends" list and chopping off more than half the list. Odds are, if you're reading this, it's unlikely it's you. Saturday will be the one day of the year I think of myself first and anyone who makes me remember sad things or feel sad on that day, FUCK THEM.
Right now I may go out to the local Aquarium in Long Beach on Saturday, some back to back action; I want to refresh my photos with my current equipment and know how...if I can get myself up for it. Better than crying at home. So pics earliest on Sunday.
In the meantime, a couple pics I recently took...just phone pics, un-retouched! (I need a new copy of Photoshop on my new 64-bit monstrous computer.) Recent little visit to the pet store to forget my troubles. Pet stores are both happy and sad places...
- R
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I feel like every single person I've ever been kind to on SG has betrayed me. (It's not true, it's almost everyone but not everyone). It does make me appreciate more the few who have been real friends. Hey if you're reading this and you have no idea what I'm talking about, then yay I don't mean you!
Also, the trip I planned for this week was cancelled...my poor companion to be got seriously injured (re-injured) and is still recovering from some serious surgery. I miss her a lot. And I'm bummed since not only was the trip going to be epic, it would have taken my mind off a lot of the BS mentioned above.
My parents, uncharacteristically, saw how sad I have been and decided to take me on a trip. The Aquarium in Monterey. It's a couple day trip and we come back this Friday. So hopefully, I have some nice pictures to put up...I love sea creatures. And I'll be taking a hard look at my "Friends" list and chopping off more than half the list. Odds are, if you're reading this, it's unlikely it's you.
Saturday will be the one day of the year I think of myself first and anyone who makes me remember sad things or feel sad on that day, FUCK THEM. Right now I may go out to the local Aquarium in Long Beach on Saturday, some back to back action; I want to refresh my photos with my current equipment and know how...if I can get myself up for it. Better than crying at home. So pics earliest on Sunday.
In the meantime, a couple pics I recently took...just phone pics, un-retouched! (I need a new copy of Photoshop on my new 64-bit monstrous computer.) Recent little visit to the pet store to forget my troubles. Pet stores are both happy and sad places...
- R
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rorschach:
He's lookin' out for ya! 
knightsbridge:
Keep your head up, do your best. Sadness and depression are hard things to battle but stay positive and look for the little things, even if its a little joke at something really dumb. Hope you feel better.