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Hello old friends and new friends!

There have been so many things going on in my life, so many things going on, so many things I want to put in journals.
I'm going to have to skip some stuff. Just not enough time to edit all of the photos. I've been meeting more mantises, going to more concerts, etc.



Me
The view from my bed. I got a panda to sleep with, long sad story that I tried turning into a happy-ish one, and he was lonely so I got him a girlfriend.
So I got him a companion. They are so different but they seem to get along so well. Now if I could only do the same trick for myself, lol.


Baku (the panda) <3's Shelley (the turtle)
Baku is named thus because on the first night he slept next to me, he ended a long series of nightmarish nights and I slept soundly. Shelley is named thus because I had no imagination. Actually that's not true...in University2 by Frank Cho, the precursor to Liberty Meadows, they had a turtle named Sheldon and I needed a female name.



NYC
NYC was cool...but seeing it was validation for nearly every negative stereotype that I had in my mind, although the pizza was good, haha. I don't think I'm cut out for NYC. However the hospitality was very good especially by the NYPD. We even got free pizza!

Speaking of which, in the hotel, the phone looks like this. If you hit the right combo of buttons, you can Wake Up with Pizza, get Emergency Pizza and the ilk.


Also, I was able to meet up with my friend Patriciana. God she looked so good.


When we met up, she was in tears...her ex, for whom she's still has feelings, and he just said something mean to her. So I got to comfort her with my arms...for some reason being a shoulder suits me very nicely. Anyways, these shots were taken on the subway and I think I left a piece of my heart on that train car with her. Needless to say, I really needed that...I've had some rather broken relationships/friendships gone wrong where I still care about the person and to be honest, I would have given up a lot to be able to hold that person/s to me to my heart's content.

I'm going to fly her out to LA as soon as I get the chance so we can talk more comics in person.

A lot of the NYC visit was a bunch of walking, enduring subways and getting to famous places in NYC only to find they were closed or closing. We did eat at some good places though so that rocked. Personally I didn't really care, I'm from LA so there's very little I'm impressed with. I would like to visit the Natural History museum though. They have a penny stretching machine system there!

The concert was bad ass though. I'll load some pics of that later.



The LAST Club Suicide
The "Last" Club Suicide happened and I got to spend a lot of time Vivid, which is an experience that couldn't be put into words...it was so much fun and such a unique experience. She really knows how to make her fans feel good! Also, Antigone kept me transfixed on the dance box when Viv wasn't up there...

Antigone





Vivid


This shot's a bit grainy but I wanted to share with you all this wonderful/sexy view I had of Viv's mini skirt and torn hose/stockings ensemble.

Isn't that eye makeup cool? She's so dedicated, it's some sort of paint that is a pain to wash off but for the show, it's just another price to pay to put foot to ass. This photo is actually of me and her but I cropped myself out, hehe. One day soon I'll be able to show my face here on SG like a normal person.




One last private pose for me before the place closed. You should be in movies...NO, you should be in Anime, Viv!
Viv's now become my main attraction, the person I go out, leave the house, and go visit whenever I need someone special to cheer me up, in other words a very special friend. Love me some Vivid!

As you can see, the pics are way better this time. I've learned how to use my Point&Shoot a lot better in the dark.

Ironically I just found out that there is one LAST LAST Club Suicide, it will be on Halloween! Same bat time, same bat channel.



Conclusion?
I dunno...as you all can see, I'm having a lot of fun. But the whole thing feels a bit empty inside. I meet people which means I miss them later. I have fun, but I don't have anyone at home to share the experience with. I take a lot of pictures but I'm pretty much the only one who sees them.
So of course I feel just a tiny bit empty. Optimistically, I feel that nothing great happens overnight. On the other hand, I wonder if I should just be celibate like...for my entire life. Who knows?



A Pair Of Visitors
So the latest development is this: I'm helping someone visiting here on her project, which is based in LA...my new SG friend Fraise and her assistant gal pal. When we were meeting up, I could totally tell it was them (they didn't see me at first, lol) just by how much better they were dressed compared to LA girls of the same age group.
More on this later.


- R
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PS - at work, in our warehouse, we found a litter of kittens (but no mom cat ).



PPS - I took this awesome photo of _smurfzilla_ at Baltimore...damn she looks hot with that giant bell and those boots.



************************************************ UPDATE! ***************************************************

Viv's new set came out, check it!

So Damn Thirsty


- R
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PS - the shot earlier of Viv's eye makeup with me cropped out, that one was shot by Viv herself, holding my camera up.