rorschach

Things have been real bad for me here on SG although there have been a few nice bright spots. But back in the real world, things are clicking. I've always said that the small victories, I win all of them with ease. The big ones, they never seem to work out especially here on SG. I think it's because I do things a certain way and I try to be honest from the heart.

But the way I do things, it's what many other guys on here also do but they're being...dishonest? Stalkers, collectors, guys who message girls just to exploit some fleeting fantastic notion that if they say the right magic words that they'll get into some SG's pants. ...which I find pretty funny in a sad way until all of the girls get so jaded that they think all guys they don't know are like that and lump me in there.

I just purged another section...the list was way too long again and I like to use the Friends Blogs...feature as I've decided to participate full time again on SG like it was meant to be participated with.

So...a lot of small victories IRL. And they may just add up to something huge finally. Until then, here's to a few on here that have made me feel understood. No need to name names, you all know who you are. And here's to a few new friends that have kept SG interesting for me.

Nothing is ever all bad no matter how bad things felt...especially over the last month.

- R