friday :
breaking into uconn abandoned buildings and finding cool shit.
taking pictures.
following local teenagers we didnt know to freak them out.
getting a flat tire at 3:30am in the starbucks parking lot.
saturday / sunday / monday? :
tried to find a place to fix my tire. not successful.
movies.
party at Pan's house. - saw friend... Read More
Many hopes on your catching up on some major Z's and that your adventures in Guyville fair better next time! Sadly, it's overrun with asshats at times.
Five Hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes,
Five Hundred twenty five thousand moments so dear,
Five Hundred twenty five thounsand six hundred minutes,
how do you measure,
measure a year,
in daylights,
in sunsets,
in midnights and cups of coffee,
in inches,
in miles and laughter and strife,
in five Hundred twenty five thounsand six hundred minutes,
how do you measure,... Read More
the comments you all leave for me make me happy. thank you!
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the simsbury boys are back.. and i didnt know how much i missed them.
im excited for Pan's party this weekend. always a good laugh, always a good time.
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things are better. somewhat.
i dunno.. im kinda numb to everything. maybe its my everything shutting down so i dont feel it... Read More
Making you happy = makes me happy. I know I haven't been the greatest lately about commenting, but I'm definitely jumping back into the swing of things now...I'll be around much more often.
Numbness only works for a time... eventually it can consume you and then you're just empty inside... I was numb for a very long time before I figured that one out...
Being disconnected from your emotions is the worst thing I've ever felt. I'm still trying to figure out how to fix that...
i dont know why i cared so much. i dont know why i wanted it so badly. too perfect for it to work out how i wanted it to.
murphys law, once again at my feet.
just out of my reach. slipped though my fingertips. i think i missed my chance. if im paitent, it might work out. but i dont want to be lonely... Read More
Of course you're not asking too much...you deserve all of that good stuff and more. I wish I could do more than just send cyberhugs and such, but know that I'm thinking of you.
I understand that no one can find out about us yet.
And I know Im not content to be your little secret.
One day youll change, and you wont want to hide me.
I feel it like the rain, youve settled in my bones.
I hear it in a whisper, know Im not alone.
But this is not enough, and we are... Read More
update:
work is good. driver we hated quit. problem solved. the stupid girl who cant do anything is now a dispatcher. crappy. but she hardly works, and i dont talk to her. so its not that bad. company party next weekend.
my house phone got disconnected, but now its back after they got my check, so i dont have to give them a turn-back-on-fee.
met... Read More
i have no idea how much time im actually gonna have to party, but i dont plan on sleeping a whole lot while im home, so ill make it happen. 16th dec to 27 dec ill be home, ill call you, we wil set something up. do any of the SGCT ppl know that we are gonna party during that time?
that and there is noting wrong with repeating ideas.