rorie

i wish you knew how amazing you are.. but you cant question why people love you. everybody does. and you shouldnt. just accept it for what it is.
im scared that i could have you.. and im scared im gunna loose you at the same time.
i dont think you realize how hard ive fallen for you. how i would do anything to make you happy.. do anything for you.
and it hurts the way you look at me sometimes. or talk to me. or lack of talk. i know its hard for you. and that your trying. your not the monster you make yourself out to be. your funny. sweet.. kind.. an amazing artist, drummer, guitarist... you make me laugh. and feel better about myself.
i actually feel safe with you, like none of my monsters can get to me.. i dont think you understand how much of a big deal that is for me.
i wish you knew more about me. cause i know you would stay.

theres so much i wish i could tell you.. and do for you...
i wish you could understand....