i wish i had the balls to do what i want.
i have never been the person i want to be.. because i dont think i can do it.
i see how i am. and i dont like it.
to do what i want.. without a care.
...to rid you of me forever.
not to be scared. and constantly looking over my shoulder. nightmares and monsters at night. hating being alone. hearing things that arnt there. always being scared.
i want you gone. and yet - i cant get myself to do it.
i need gin and painkillers. stat.
i have never been the person i want to be.. because i dont think i can do it.
i see how i am. and i dont like it.
to do what i want.. without a care.
...to rid you of me forever.
not to be scared. and constantly looking over my shoulder. nightmares and monsters at night. hating being alone. hearing things that arnt there. always being scared.
i want you gone. and yet - i cant get myself to do it.
i need gin and painkillers. stat.
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wish i really had something to say but you pretty much concluyded it all yourself there 