rorie

im sorry.. but i couldnt take -

the gossip queens.
the double standards.
two faced liers.
losing money every night.
wanting to cry every time i had to go in.
feeling like shit when i was there.
not being appreciated.
having no full day off.
taking shit from a snobby bitch who has no reason even being there; and in turn.. knowing everyone.. everyone laughs along when the 'alphaomega' 30yr old says something whitty about it when im not there.
getting sick because i never have time to stop.
retarded rules that make no sence.
pryers who really dont give a damn.. just wanting to know for their own well being.
being used, abused and thrown away.
the oogler downstairs.
players on both sides of the field.
not being paid enough to care, but having to anyway.
having to do all the shit jobs, because nobody else will. without a thank-you.
making friends.. who i really thought were friends. but def. are not.

and thats just off the top of my head..
not worth my time.
and i cant believe i spent almost a year there.
fuck. that.
now i know - that from that boss, and my previous - i can pretty much deal with anyone i may come across for the rest of my life.
its also nice to know nothing much can happen, cause i had already put in my two weeks, so i could really leave at anytime.
nobodys called me. i doubt they will. even my 'friends'. you know who you are - thanks for making me believe it was real. i really appreciate it.