Holding On
I thought the future held
A perfect place for us
That together we would learn to be
the best that we could be
In my naivety I ran
I fell and lost my way
Somehow I always end up falling over me
And one day
I woke to find
The future had no place
For me
I was unwanted in a world
That...
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I thought the future held
A perfect place for us
That together we would learn to be
the best that we could be
In my naivety I ran
I fell and lost my way
Somehow I always end up falling over me
And one day
I woke to find
The future had no place
For me
I was unwanted in a world
That...
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newly added:
pictures of --
Asylum
Uconn campus - Abandoned Buildings in Mansfield
pictures of --
Asylum
Uconn campus - Abandoned Buildings in Mansfield
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allied:
Spooky pics. But cool. 
paine:
Whoa! 
Those are super-keen...thanks for sharing.
Those are super-keen...thanks for sharing.
i have the amazing ability to think of sets.. that go up a month later... done by, of course - not me.
thats #4.
how discouraging is that?
shoot. me. in. the. face.
thats #4.
how discouraging is that?
shoot. me. in. the. face.
infinity:
if you want to feel less discouraged, some of those sets were shot months ago.
that and there is noting wrong with repeating ideas.
that and there is noting wrong with repeating ideas.
around new years consisted of ::
friday :
breaking into uconn abandoned buildings and finding cool shit.
taking pictures.
following local teenagers we didnt know to freak them out.
getting a flat tire at 3:30am in the starbucks parking lot.
saturday / sunday / monday? :
tried to find a place to fix my tire. not successful.
movies.
party at Pan's house. - saw friend...
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friday :
breaking into uconn abandoned buildings and finding cool shit.
taking pictures.
following local teenagers we didnt know to freak them out.
getting a flat tire at 3:30am in the starbucks parking lot.
saturday / sunday / monday? :
tried to find a place to fix my tire. not successful.
movies.
party at Pan's house. - saw friend...
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welntaod:
Many hopes on your catching up on some major Z's and that your adventures in Guyville fair better next time! Sadly, it's overrun with asshats at times.
hemightbegiant:
Mia stole the set idea I had for you!!!
BLAH!!!!
BLAH!!!!
Seasons Of Love
Five Hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes,
Five Hundred twenty five thousand moments so dear,
Five Hundred twenty five thounsand six hundred minutes,
how do you measure,
measure a year,
in daylights,
in sunsets,
in midnights and cups of coffee,
in inches,
in miles and laughter and strife,
in five Hundred twenty five thounsand six hundred minutes,
how do you measure,...
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Five Hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes,
Five Hundred twenty five thousand moments so dear,
Five Hundred twenty five thounsand six hundred minutes,
how do you measure,
measure a year,
in daylights,
in sunsets,
in midnights and cups of coffee,
in inches,
in miles and laughter and strife,
in five Hundred twenty five thounsand six hundred minutes,
how do you measure,...
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infinity:
yes it has been an interesting year...and i saw rent this year too.
kreatinkaos:
Happy new year 
the comments you all leave for me make me happy. thank you!
==
the simsbury boys are back.. and i didnt know how much i missed them.
im excited for Pan's party this weekend. always a good laugh, always a good time.
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things are better. somewhat.
i dunno.. im kinda numb to everything. maybe its my everything shutting down so i dont feel it...
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the simsbury boys are back.. and i didnt know how much i missed them.
im excited for Pan's party this weekend. always a good laugh, always a good time.
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things are better. somewhat.
i dunno.. im kinda numb to everything. maybe its my everything shutting down so i dont feel it...
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paine:
Making you happy = makes me happy. I know I haven't been the greatest lately about commenting, but I'm definitely jumping back into the swing of things now...I'll be around much more often.
darkrabbit:
Numbness only works for a time... eventually it can consume you and then you're just empty inside... I was numb for a very long time before I figured that one out...
Being disconnected from your emotions is the worst thing I've ever felt. I'm still trying to figure out how to fix that...
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Being disconnected from your emotions is the worst thing I've ever felt. I'm still trying to figure out how to fix that...
[Edited on Dec 30, 2005 2:33AM]
i dont know why i cared so much. i dont know why i wanted it so badly. too perfect for it to work out how i wanted it to.
murphys law, once again at my feet.
just out of my reach. slipped though my fingertips. i think i missed my chance. if im paitent, it might work out. but i dont want to be lonely...
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murphys law, once again at my feet.
just out of my reach. slipped though my fingertips. i think i missed my chance. if im paitent, it might work out. but i dont want to be lonely...
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conan3rd:
Sorry to hear about all that, I just wanted to say thanks for wishing me a happy birthday.
paine:
Of course you're not asking too much...you deserve all of that good stuff and more. I wish I could do more than just send cyberhugs and such, but know that I'm thinking of you.
In A Whisper
I understand that no one can find out about us yet.
And I know Im not content to be your little secret.
One day youll change, and you wont want to hide me.
I feel it like the rain, youve settled in my bones.
I hear it in a whisper, know Im not alone.
But this is not enough, and we are...
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I understand that no one can find out about us yet.
And I know Im not content to be your little secret.
One day youll change, and you wont want to hide me.
I feel it like the rain, youve settled in my bones.
I hear it in a whisper, know Im not alone.
But this is not enough, and we are...
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abevigoda:
Yup, I'm 91
Thanks
Thanks
i had fun.
did you have fun...?
did you have fun...?
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allied:
I had fun. Great seeing you, J.
Great seeing you, J.
darkrabbit:
Much, much fun Was great seeing you, and hope to see you in the nearby future
Was great seeing you, and hope to see you in the nearby future something i will never get use to:
seeing 29year old guys feeding 16year old girls beer so they can hit on them.
but.. i love the boys anyway....
that - and Pito can fucking cook. yumm-yumm...
good random night non-the-less with the Luna group.
seeing 29year old guys feeding 16year old girls beer so they can hit on them.
but.. i love the boys anyway....
that - and Pito can fucking cook. yumm-yumm...
good random night non-the-less with the Luna group.
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thelibra:
see you tonight!
infinity:
seeing 29year old guys feeding 16year old girls beer so they can hit on them.
creepy
creepy
update:
work is good. driver we hated quit. problem solved. the stupid girl who cant do anything is now a dispatcher. crappy. but she hardly works, and i dont talk to her. so its not that bad. company party next weekend.
my house phone got disconnected, but now its back after they got my check, so i dont have to give them a turn-back-on-fee.
met...
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work is good. driver we hated quit. problem solved. the stupid girl who cant do anything is now a dispatcher. crappy. but she hardly works, and i dont talk to her. so its not that bad. company party next weekend.
my house phone got disconnected, but now its back after they got my check, so i dont have to give them a turn-back-on-fee.
met...
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infinity:
ah problem solved because the problem went away at work. that is good.
why do we always seem to hurt the ones we love...
heartbroken.
heartbroken.
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allied:
So sorry to hear that. 
These things are tough; I wish you all the best and hope you're well. Take care.
These things are tough; I wish you all the best and hope you're well. Take care. 
saloman:
i have no idea how much time im actually gonna have to party, but i dont plan on sleeping a whole lot while im home, so ill make it happen. 16th dec to 27 dec ill be home, ill call you, we wil set something up. do any of the SGCT ppl know that we are gonna party during that time?
thanks im happy i got it done too. its still looking great today there is a lot less swelling which is a good thing.
lately with the vnv i cant really get into it so i have to go to the next song in itunes. when i do get into it its great.
i think i'm more like a geed thougt...
well not completely but close to that
mmm i think i will end up buying that Scene it first or lateR!