rooicide

it's official. this week completely sucks. not only that, it's getting progressively worse and worse as the days go by. the only thing keeping me slightly up are the small but comforting successes that occur throughout the day. i'm burnt out and it's only the middle of the semester. i should not be feeling like this at all.

i have so much work to do...
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i know. i'm a bum for not posting more.


shoot me. i have so much to do and no motivation to do it. reading feels so tedious that i can't just jump right in and exclaim, "gosh! i love reading!"

things are feeling kind of lonely over here. the cubano won't be coming down to visit me this weekend, and i'm not sure how i'm...
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soooo..... how's it goin?? i know i know, it's been a couple days since i posted, so here i am making up for it. i did my photo shoot with the "photographer" and it went okay... but when i looked at the pictures, disappointment definitely came into play. i knew that there was no way SG would accept them due to a number of avoidable...
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UGH. just wrote this long ass post and it got deleted. i'm even more heated.

preliminary photo shoot today. nervous as fuck. i feel like i took a bunch of adderall and now i'm overdosing. it's an awful feeling. i feel like i could smoke 100 cigarettes and yet that still wouldn't be enough.

nervous-excited is the word i'd use to describe what i feel...
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so here's me first blog. and obviously i'm procrastinating on a paper that's due tomorrow... ugh. i came to the conclusion last year, that college was much easier when there were no classes, but regardless of this, i still love being here and learning as much as i can. i know, i'm a definite dork, but how can you not enjoy learning things you want...
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