ronja

sunday. almost fullmoon. moonflow. aching back. argh! my mood changes from superhappy to melancholic and sad within one minute. i would love to curl up and sleep and hide and would love to have no social life. i hate to be there for parents-in-law and to fullfill their expectations. grr. my mother in law is angry because i didn't call her for her birthday. why must every single family member call for it's own? thought we are a family and it is enough when d. calls her. i don't want all this trouble. i want to beam myself to somewhere and nowhere and be away and invisible...*sigh*