Paint by Numbers Soul
Ronin_46
Fill in the lines
Of your cookie cutter outlook.
Stay between the gaps
Of your paint by numbers soul.
Stay inside the boundaries
Of your stencil personality.
Dont deviate
Dont individualize
Just be.
Fill in the lines of your cookie cutter outlook.
Stay between the gaps of your paint by numbers soul.
Its easier
Its painless
Its all the rave...
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Ronin_46
Fill in the lines
Of your cookie cutter outlook.
Stay between the gaps
Of your paint by numbers soul.
Stay inside the boundaries
Of your stencil personality.
Dont deviate
Dont individualize
Just be.
Fill in the lines of your cookie cutter outlook.
Stay between the gaps of your paint by numbers soul.
Its easier
Its painless
Its all the rave...
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My cat likes to eskimo kiss . . . It's roughly the cutest thing ever . . .
Christmas is rushing up on me this year and it's kinda scary. Last year this time I was still pretty broken up about . . . my break up (wow that sentance could have turned out better) and this year I am having to think about so...
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Christmas is rushing up on me this year and it's kinda scary. Last year this time I was still pretty broken up about . . . my break up (wow that sentance could have turned out better) and this year I am having to think about so...
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flick:
Yes it is... I was wondering if anyone would notice?
gotta luv TG!

darkskyy1:
SGSTL X-MAS EXTRAVGANZA
Saturday December 20 @ 8:00 PM
@ Atomic Cowboy - http://www.atomic-cowboy.com
7336 Manchester
The first ever SGSTL X-mas party will be held at The Atomic Cowboy in Maplewood, on Saturday, December 20th. The party will start at 8pm so that the festivities do not conflict with dinner and so that there will still be ample time to partake in the St. Louis nightlife. All SGSTL members are encouraged to bring guests. We will be having a gift exchange that night and all members will be required to bring one gift ranging from $5-$10. Member guests are allowed to partake in the gift exchange only if they bring a gift to contribute. Please RSVP ASAP on darkskyy1's page.
Saturday December 20 @ 8:00 PM
@ Atomic Cowboy - http://www.atomic-cowboy.com
7336 Manchester
The first ever SGSTL X-mas party will be held at The Atomic Cowboy in Maplewood, on Saturday, December 20th. The party will start at 8pm so that the festivities do not conflict with dinner and so that there will still be ample time to partake in the St. Louis nightlife. All SGSTL members are encouraged to bring guests. We will be having a gift exchange that night and all members will be required to bring one gift ranging from $5-$10. Member guests are allowed to partake in the gift exchange only if they bring a gift to contribute. Please RSVP ASAP on darkskyy1's page.
Utter Disregard
Ronin_46
Plentiful balance in this world of sins
Plentiful dreams for this strapping young lad
Hair down to here and had it up to there
Angry with the pain that this longliness brings
Sick and tired of dreaming alone
nightmares abundant with no arms to calm me
Wishing aloud that my solitude ends
screaming in quiet all my secrets to give
Waiting here...
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Ronin_46
Plentiful balance in this world of sins
Plentiful dreams for this strapping young lad
Hair down to here and had it up to there
Angry with the pain that this longliness brings
Sick and tired of dreaming alone
nightmares abundant with no arms to calm me
Wishing aloud that my solitude ends
screaming in quiet all my secrets to give
Waiting here...
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fancybear:
do you snow board? Dude, you have to get a snowboard.
If you are ok with dying you will LOVE snowboarding. It's like full contact poetry... that or Capoeira... I think snowboarding is easier but both have their female fans. And fuck... they are FUN.
If you are ok with dying you will LOVE snowboarding. It's like full contact poetry... that or Capoeira... I think snowboarding is easier but both have their female fans. And fuck... they are FUN.
wasteland
a. scott samson
Somewhere dreams go to die.
Somewhere they flicker their last.
Somewhere Dreams go and mix together before dying.
In this wasteland of the concious
In this wasteland of of the day
In this dreamless torture
we mourn our dying dreams
Somewhere dreams are dying
dancing round the pyre
somewhere dreams are laughing and screaming and breathing their last . . ....
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a. scott samson
Somewhere dreams go to die.
Somewhere they flicker their last.
Somewhere Dreams go and mix together before dying.
In this wasteland of the concious
In this wasteland of of the day
In this dreamless torture
we mourn our dying dreams
Somewhere dreams are dying
dancing round the pyre
somewhere dreams are laughing and screaming and breathing their last . . ....
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atarianpunk:
Cool poem dude. I wanna leave the wasteland myself maybe it'll happen sometime soon.


Just saw Amphetamine. Was really thrilled to see the quality of St. Louis Cinema is so well represented . . .
Keep having wierd dreams . . .
Been single for almost a year now . . .
Clearly need to sleep now.
Keep having wierd dreams . . .
Been single for almost a year now . . .
Clearly need to sleep now.
atarianpunk:
Hey dude, I loved it read my amateur review. I even got to talk a little with Chris Grega before and afterwards. He seems pretty laid back and wide-eyed about his work which is totally cool.

new here and nervous
here is a poem
And Smiles
By: Ronin_46
Eyes closed
and I know my light is still there beyond my lids
Delving deeper into the darkness inside
grasping at the muck that births creativity
waiting for a hand to reach out and know
waiting for all that fire to burn
locking away all the remembered moments
and smiles
I once shared...
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here is a poem
And Smiles
By: Ronin_46
Eyes closed
and I know my light is still there beyond my lids
Delving deeper into the darkness inside
grasping at the muck that births creativity
waiting for a hand to reach out and know
waiting for all that fire to burn
locking away all the remembered moments
and smiles
I once shared...
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atarianpunk:
Hey, I just got my ticket for Amphetamine today. I know the guy who did the musical score for the film and he is pumped up to see it in a real theatre instead of the Pageant like last time. I guess I'll catch ya there.

darkskyy1:
SGSTL EVENT!!!!
Ilya with The Subterranean Jack
Monday, November 17th
@ The Rocket Bar
doors 8:30pm
18+
be there!
Ilya with The Subterranean Jack
Monday, November 17th
@ The Rocket Bar
doors 8:30pm
18+
be there!
i also love your definition of geek in my journal.
thank you!