rondel

Hi guys,

I haven't been in chat much mostly due to the fact that I have so many things occupying my time lately. Chat is a really toxic place if you let it be, but I'm realizing I had too much time on my hands and that's why I was allowing people and situations to get to me. People have strange defense mechanisms when they feel bad about themselves .. One of them being to attack other people when they feel shitty about themselves. I'm sorry for the few who have felt the need to do that to me. Maybe one day you can realize that and use your time for something really good. This isn't an attack to anyone and if you know me at all you would realize attacking isn't in my usual nature. Above it all I forgive anyone who has tried to break me down in the past. I'm sorry you never got to know me and I'm sorry angry thoughts surround your opinions of me. Please don't take this as anything more then a realization. I forgive all of you.


- take this in a good way. I'm attempting to see things in a better light.