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Grandpa passed away at 11:50 today, Feb 2, I'm happy that he isn't suffering anymore and also that I was there with him when he passed.....I really need to stop crying....

You taught me the ways of life, and manhood. You were the closest thing to a father I have ever had. You were one of the few people in the family I could actually relate to. I never heard you use the phrase "I love you", but you were also a firm believer in the idea that actions speak louder than words and you proved this millions of times. You were a stern, proud, and indepenant individual, and right now more than ever I wish I was more like you. I'll miss you grandpa.


Well, I got trashed last night. Apparently I got online talked to a few people and it looks like I even started a topic thread in lifestyles. Yeah I feel like an ass, because I told 2 women online that we should get married, and I don't even remember it. I really want to hurt my boss. I was FORCED to work both days this weekend. Mainly because I'm the only person on my shift who can effectively, but thats my supervisor's stupidity for ya. The other shifts each have like 3 people that can run the job but I'm the only one on my shift that can run it. I have an udate on my grandfather. I was at his bed side today, there were tubes everywhere. He was asleep all day, high on drugs. I sat with him for half an hour, and I couldn't stop crying. His breathing was very similar to that of a fish out of water. The nurse said that his organs are begining to shut down and all we can do is make him comfortable. Maybe I can find the answers to my problems at the bottom of a beer bottle.. Thats all I have to say for now.