Ok right now I feel like a super sized pile of shit. I just got off AIM with a girl I care about. Right when I was about to tell her I cared, she types up that she thinks shes in love with another guy. Then being the dumbass I am I help her shift through her feelings to find that she really does love this guy and I even told her I'd talk to him and see how he feels. Argh! I'm such a fucking door mat! What can I do? I don't want her to miss out on what she feels is the guy of her dreams. I just like to make other people happy, and unfortunatly its at my own emotional expense. *Sigh*
I need to ventilate my skull with a few .44 rounds. Sorry for posting my drama here. Its just good to get it off my chest.

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i like to think its a nice bag. glad you think so just from me describing it. hopefully i can get some pictures soon.
isnt that what bosses are for...to piss you off.
mikes work is going good. hes just really exhausted, and i think he is going through withdrawls from seeing me so much.