I want to get back to everyone but lacking in spoons (or energy as some may not know the term). Work was hella. Just wow, I have a very physical job as a beverage merchandiser going store to store to stock our brand products and let me tell you after pulling 500lb+ pallets of 24 packs of water and pop and filling/building displays of 12-packs and 24-packs all day with no time for a break beside driving to the next store and no time to really eat, pee, or hydrate it takes a lot out of you. I like the job, don't get me wrong but I'm mentally exhausted so much lately, IDK if it's the job or the prozac. (I know prozac has it's flaws etc but it can be helpful) so I love you all and want to give you all hugs for being great friends and I know I suck but I WILL get back to your comments.
It's darkly-clouded and heat lightning right now and to me that's perfect nap weather with rolling thunder in the background. I might wake up in a few hours, I might not wake up until it's time to get up for work tomorrow morning, sometimes I just don't know. I REALLY want to play Until Dawn as I just started it but I just end up falling asleep all the time when I'm not working and not getting to play :( I never got a sleep study done that I was supposed to years ago and now it's too late until I get insurance again :( so here is me snuggling with my Snorlax and don't forget about Boy Bye which is almost at 2600! And SLAY which is catching up. Kisses to you all, my friends who have been wonderfully supportive. (Yes, I am on generic prozac and clonazepam for lifelong moderate to severe anxiety and other issues, I will not hide that anymore.) 💜💜💚💚💛💛💖 you all help me be brave and strong 😊
