rollerxcore

i am so tired. i just cant sleep i have had 8 hours sleep in 4 days. dont think i will be sleeping tonite either.....

just had a strange day. went to work. and i was falling asleep all day. only thing to keep me sane / awake was flipping my pro plus packet into a hole puncher. haha. what fun. so i got home, and had 4 hours sleep. which i really needed and then when i awoke i came on here for a second, and saw brackets new set was up. and it cheered me up no end thanks honey so i went for a shower because i was having dirty thoughts about her and me. lol. and i dunno what it was, but for some reason i felt sooooo lightheaded. i nearly fainted. was really scary i have never felt that way before. my vision blureed, and my hearing faded. SCARY

and since then i have felt crap all night. went to hull to this club. was pretty cool inside. but i just felt so pissed of. i judt didnt want to talk to no-one. so i didnt. and my friend was busy chating to crayonscars and i followed behind 5 steps away,minding my own business.

FOOKING HAD TO DRIVE HOME ON MY OWN!!!!!!!

now i cant sleep because i am pissed off. i got to be in work in 3 hours. oh what fun

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Loved ones tell stories about me to me,
but I already know what it's like to die,
and to pluck at my ghost's sad eternal.
I wrote an apology on the mirror,
and one forget-me-not to yours truly.
Another ideal sculpted frame
To Love
To Want
To Fear
To Blame
We all hate to look,
we all love to picture.
Alone we seek shadows to hide in,
as statues mark these days.
I know nothing of delicacy blossoming beneath flesh
Tickle my fancy with visions of "Perfection,"
on infinite wings I fly from affection.
Syllables, images, deny self-worth;
the pain of convention.
There's a desire to validate this body.
There's a need to eradicate this paradigm.