missed out on a great night with brogan but i suppose i still had a good night. ths american girl from new jersey came to visit me for a day. she is soo cool. she loves alternative music and things. but she doesnt dress like the latest style or fashion in emo/punk culture. instead she dresses like herself and looks good because of it. i think i have falling in love with her. hahaha
i took her too all the cool joints in scunthorpe, which is only 2, and i wouldnt call em cool. and would ya belive most of my ex girlfriends were there. and gave me and jenna the biggest evils all night, and some of the girls who eviled her i wouldnt expect it from. hahahaha. must have been because no one knew who the hell she was.

so she went back home on saturday because i had to see jess. my little emo hull girl. well i wish i never went now. i nearly stood her up and i think she went out her way to piss me off by flirting with all these boys at spiders just to get drinks i dunnoi think it might have just been me tho. but she isnt the girl i thought she was. i.e. she craves attention and at one moment she seems to be all crazy about me, then the next like i am just a friend or something?? i mean she has a photo of me and her in her room. and ive hardly seen her. bit strange cos she doesnt seem to be in love say.

i just feel pissed off. hate girls. cept brogan. she seems cool

oh yeah sorry about all that gibberish. even i dont understand most of it.