So its Friday and couples therapy went well. I'm not feeling too good as I have caught a cold from someone. I feel like shit and I'm throwing up all the time. Well, I just wanted to say that about the therapy. Smooches to you all.
So today I make a decision to do something a little different for the girl that has a crush on me at work. I clipped and groomed so to speak one single white rose to give to her. Just my luck, she doesn't come to work today. So I had this beautiful rose in my locker all day. Then.....right before leaving I gave it away...
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curioustomcat:
Is it not a good feeling anyway that you did something which added some happiness to anothers day, even if it was a bit random?
So today I'm doing a little bit better. There's this girl at my job who has a crush on me. She is quite beautiful, but I have nothing to offer her.
I leave for Ohio May 11th. My brother graduates from college May 12th. I don't know what the hell I'm going to do that night before. I'm just kind of rambling.
M.
I leave for Ohio May 11th. My brother graduates from college May 12th. I don't know what the hell I'm going to do that night before. I'm just kind of rambling.
M.
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katalina:
I think you need to go with this new girl. I mean, I was reading your last blog and that sucks (men). I think you need to get into your favorite outfit, find time to get your nails and hair done real cute, put on your night make-up, meet this girl and just go out. WHat harm would come of that right?
curioustomcat:
Do you have nothing to offer because of your orientation or because of your status (which read: exclusive relationship)?
Meeting does not mean that anything has to happen. To have a crush and be ignored is far worse than to have one and be at least recognized. Still it can create some weird moments of groping for expressions.
Meeting does not mean that anything has to happen. To have a crush and be ignored is far worse than to have one and be at least recognized. Still it can create some weird moments of groping for expressions.
So this morning, about 3:30 am, I found these text messages from another girl to my so called boyfriend. He tried to deny it at first and then later said that he only kissed her. The betrayal that I feel right now is greater than any other pain that I have ever known. I feel empty. I feel hurt. Above all, I feel immensely betrayed....
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notoriouscat:
that sucks.
i'm sorry.
it is a sad sign of the 'modern age'.
i suspected, but learned definitively that my stbxhusband was cheating on me through his instant messages.
you are going to be in the ATL soon?
i'm sorry.
it is a sad sign of the 'modern age'.
i suspected, but learned definitively that my stbxhusband was cheating on me through his instant messages.
you are going to be in the ATL soon?
marja:
Hey Sweetie
I everybody was been throught betrayal in some part of our lives...sad when its happen,but keep your head high...what comes aroud goes around...
Good news to cheer you up.I made it!Yes,I am a hopefull now.I think you should try again to.I think the problem was my pictures size...or my new tattoo helped ...hehehe
So,take a deep breath,glam yourself and try again too!(if you already didnt
xxkissesxx
I everybody was been throught betrayal in some part of our lives...sad when its happen,but keep your head high...what comes aroud goes around...
Good news to cheer you up.I made it!Yes,I am a hopefull now.I think you should try again to.I think the problem was my pictures size...or my new tattoo helped ...hehehe
So,take a deep breath,glam yourself and try again too!(if you already didnt
xxkissesxx
ANIMAL
You bring it out of me
Past all the bullshit and verbal rituals
There is the realization of what's natural
I want to
Taste you
Bite you
Touch you
Fuck you
Have your
Sweat in my mouth
Have your body lay
Limp
Underneath mine
This was a poem written by my sister's boyfriend......-Darryl Harvey
You bring it out of me
Past all the bullshit and verbal rituals
There is the realization of what's natural
I want to
Taste you
Bite you
Touch you
Fuck you
Have your
Sweat in my mouth
Have your body lay
Limp
Underneath mine
This was a poem written by my sister's boyfriend......-Darryl Harvey
darkchocolate:
Damn! Direct and to the point, but put in a way that will make someone walk off the job three hours early tryin to hurry up and get home. I love this piece.
So I went to my first plastic surgery consultation on Tuesday. We talked about the breast reduction and tummy tuck that I wanted to have. I was not happy with the way the results are going to look after the reduction. Every picture that I was shown, the breasts looked like flat pancakes. I wear a 40dd and would love to go down drastically. However,...
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tiggie:
I just looked at you're photo's and I can't see a thing there that I'd have surgery for.
You're boobs and tummy look lovely from the pics.
If it's really eating you up then do whatever you feel you need to. But like i said, you look amazing as you are.
x
You're boobs and tummy look lovely from the pics.
If it's really eating you up then do whatever you feel you need to. But like i said, you look amazing as you are.
x
I have an alcoholic in my family. I went to my first Alanon meeting yesterday. For those of you that don't know about Alanon.....its a group of people who either have a friend, family member, loved one, etc. that is an alcoholic. Alanon teaches you how to deal with these people despite the problem they have with drinking and whether they may or may not...
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curioustomcat:
Be prepared for some of the lessons being though! But it greatly helps to get a bearing. 
sitar:
awesome.
I'm not sure how I feel today. I feel a little tired, anxious, sick. Do you ever feel like you never have enough time in the day? Seriously, I feel like I am always counting down the hours to do this or do that. For those of you who have ever read the book Suicide Girls. Missy Suicide said that she was in search of...
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I hate when people think they know me!
gigideluxe:
Hi there! another Chicago Girl! Rock on!
katalina:
yea!!!!
Hi Girls and Guys if there are any about this morning........
I just wanted to say that I really like this website. I like all of you. This is the first website where I feel like people are genuine. I love being all over this thing. It's so rare to see such a friendly amount of people all in one place. I just wanted to...
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I just wanted to say that I really like this website. I like all of you. This is the first website where I feel like people are genuine. I love being all over this thing. It's so rare to see such a friendly amount of people all in one place. I just wanted to...
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lavonne:
Thank you very much for the testimonial! <3
Hi Everyone:
I have some new pics if you would like to check them out.
Love you lots and lots,
M.
I have some new pics if you would like to check them out.
Love you lots and lots,
M.
roleplay:
Can I just say "CRUSHED"
I got turned down today, I submitted my application to be an SG.
I got turned down today, I submitted my application to be an SG.
leandra:
You just need some great photos and send in another application!! You're gorgeous but we need to see you clearly 
AnnaLee Suicide has that raw sexuality that I love in a woman. Sort of like, yeah, you know you wanna f**k me, but you're fooling yourself if you think it will ever really happen. AnnaLee, you are sooooooooooooo HOT!!!
grumpyoldbastard:
it is the eyes is'nt it 
dustrat:
I already like you, you wanna talk,,,,,,, lets talk. you seem nice.
The throwing up together with the cold does not sound good: You should see a doctor!