rokko

I scale my body temperature everyday, and my avarage is between 35.60 - 36.30, but since October 22nd, my temperature has been around 36.45 - 37.85, and there are only 4 days which the temperature was under 36.80.

Lately my body temperature has been over 37.00 which is quite high for me. This has been making me not to able to do things much, like...
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2006

* the problem of yesterday seems to be solved
* I've got a cold
* I haven't renew my passport yet
* my friend stationed in Bahrain will invite me there, but I don't know when
* so I can't decide my return date from Germany to Japan
* my throat hurts me so bad
* I received Cath Kidston book bag from my friend...
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I made a huge mistake, and I'm afraid I lost my dearest friend.
Why I always make a mess, and get somebody annoyed?

I need to learn myself how to control my emotions.
I wish I was a more caring person.

How long more do I have to be alone?
If "being alone whole my life with nobody" is meant to be, I want to know why it has to be me.

Why it's so difficult, I mean, impossible to find a guy who gives me hugs, and tell me "you are not alone". How people all around the world can find their caring person, I'd...
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I haven't renew my passport yet, and this is what I have to do as soon as possible.

Usually I spend December in mostly in Paris, though I'll spend next month in Germany where I have really missed. I can't believe that I haven't been there for 9month. Finally I can come there, and I'm excited much.

It's like coming home.

For some reason, I have to stay quiet in bed for a while, and I hate saying "no, I can't come, sorry" to my friends who are asking me to come out. My doctor tells me not to try start something new or think or worry too much. I've been like this since my birthday, but it's fine, because I can enjoy watching tons of...
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I really desperately want to fall in love.
It must be sweet and wonderful, and I want to feel how wonderful and sweetvitll be,